Hi Everyone
Meant to get on yesterday to write on my diary but wrote on a few other diaries...had my dinner, did some toning exercises, tummy crunches, then had a bath and went to bed...oops!
Anyway - Yesterday...
Weirdly it started ok, but then whether snow related or not seemed to get more difficult. DF was off work as snow just wayyy too much to even think about getting through. Anyway, we went out to play in the snow with little man and it was good fun
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but food just seems all that much harder for some reason. I feel pleased that I am managing to stop, pause, and evaluate the situation, so I am definitely getting somewhere and gaining some knowledge. I even took some time away and sat on here reading some diaries, and intend to spend some time reading KD's diary (Addictive one in particular)
I feel I do have some addictive desires to food, especially at certain times. Xmas being one of those times, when I knew I was full, but was still determined to eat chocolate Quality Street - almost like I would never be able to eat them again - why? I don't really know, almost like a mini binge in a way. Something I will ponder on over the coming weeks to think about.
However, I am pleased to say that I did get through yesterday happier, even after doubting myself half way through the day. I think what I am learning is that it's ok to want food, to even think that I might 'need' certain foods (when I don't) providing I have the ability to walk away and actually know honestly that truthfully I don't 'actually' it all, it is in fact - just a want, and something that I can wait for.
Thanks to that mentality...and not going off track, not panicking, and with the exercise, today I weigh in 1lb down.
TODAY...
7th January 2010
10st 6
Yay 1lb down
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Feeling pleased that after my up/down/up day yesterday my efforts are paying off and the scales are showing that.
The snow is still laden thick here, and I am planning a walk up to CDC's (about 2 miles there and back) in a short while to collect supplies, and looking forward to getting a couple of bars for work tomorrow and Saturday.
Planning on treadmill run later (haven't run since I think the 1st December) so will be a slow run! but none the less...still an aim.
Will be back later to catch up with everyone.
Have a great day everyone. xx