Well ladies, after a week trying sooo hard on SS+, and failing miserable on the weekend again! work days again! I have managed to lose 1 1/2lbs this week and am weighing in at 11 stone 5 exactly. Not quite where I was aiming for unfortunately, but it's down from last Monday, so I've got to be pleased with that bit.
I think to be able to cope with those absolute mega cravings on Fridays and Saturdays I am going to have to stick with 1000 for now, because when I don't I just seem to go OTT and just eat way too much the second I get out of work, where, when I'm on 1000 I can actually eat differently and incorporate my day a bit better.
This is how my Fridays are at the moment:
6.45 - get up, dressed - get Alex up dressed, fed (etc) Have shake.
7.45 - Leave house, (all the next bit is in car)
8.45 - Drop fiance at work
9.30 - Drop Alex at Childminder
9.45 - Arrive at work
10 - Start work
12:30 (ish) break 15 mins - eat bar and water (both quickly)
3:30 finish work - drive to childminder.
4:00 Pick Alex up from Childminder - drive again
5:00 - Pick fiance up from work - drive again
5:45 - Arrive home (at last) - feel absolutely ravished and then want to eat everything - first on my list is shake, followed by banana and red grapes, and then evening meal, but as I feel soooo hungry, it's more than it should be, so I feel like I should be back on 1000 as perhaps I'd pick better if I were allowed my small amount of carbs again. Perhaps it would fill me up better.
I realise the loss would probably be smaller, but then why should I be in such a hurry. Yes I want to get to the end, and yes I really want to get to 10 stone 12 by my birthday, which gives me 4 weeks to lose 7lbs, but realistically if I stick to it, then there really isn't any reason why I shouldn't be able to do it, the way I'm going at the moment though I'll end up going backwards if I keep picking badly.
So...
Plan today...
Brek
2 Shredded Wheat + milk
Choc Mint Shake
Lunch
CD Chicken & Mushroom Soup
Small Salad - 2% Fat Sauce
Dinner
40g Wholemeal Pasta
Mushrooms
Courgettes
Tuna 1/2 allowance
165g Cottage Cheese
90 Gms Grapes to have throughout the day