Ally's Diary - take two

woo my curly wurly sat on my desk til half 1 without me eating it....its not there now though :p
 
hehe...sadly i feel icky now though... :(
 
Maybe it will put me off chocolate. Sadly I doubt it xD
 
Ally89 said:
Hey,

My old diary is in the diaries section, but I feel its time to start a new. For the last 2 months I haven't stuck to plan, I've been struggling dealing with everything, i found myself binge eating again, unable to fight my depression off. Thankfully in the 2 months I have have been drifting along, i have only put on a few pound thankfully.

Anyway, so as I said i resorted back to binge eating, and by that i mean, 4 or 5 chocolate bars in one sitting, a stack of biscuits and anything else unhealthy i could get my hands on, barely moving off the sofa at home or office chair in work. How I have not put more than 3 pounds on i'm not sure. But talking to my best friend/guy who possibly wants to be my boyfriend yesterday, I think finally I am ready to at least try and get back into some kind of normality and it kind of struck me that if I am to have any chance of getting on meds for my PCOS that don't either turn me into more or a manic depressive than I already am or cause migraines, then i need to get my butt into gear and get this last 3 stone lost. So first thing first is breaking my binging, so that means getting back onto slimming world, and I am also attempting to get my creative side back into action to stop me eating for the shear hell of it, yesterday I made a soft toy dragon, today I have started another one, I have new knitting naterials on order and a few cross stitches to do, should keep me busy and keep my mind off food.

So, those of you that don't know me, hey, I am Ally (well Alison if you must use my full name), I love music (especially rock, punk and metal, though as my friend got baffled by yesterday I will listen to anything (he found it amusing when one second i was listening to bruno mars and next bullet for my valentine)), crafts, computers and books. I work as a web designer (yes a female web designer shock horror), do a bit of photography, put my hand to all kinds of crafts, love to read, have an obsession with vampires and mythical stuff, own two mad pet rats and I am obsessed with gigs (nothing like a good night out at a gig). Just to warn you, I have an obsession with the band Bowling For Soup who I have met multiple times (i've been hugged and kissed 3 times by the lead singer now and he knows me by name), and I tend to mention them at least twice to day to anyone who will listen (or aren't listening in most cases)

So theres a bit about me if you don't know me...and if you do already know me I HAVE RETURNED.

So lets get down to it, my weigh in is saturday morning at home, I don't go group and not a member on line anymore (though my saturday weigh in has carried on from when i was online). I wasn't exactly on plan yesterday though I was better than I i've been in ages. Today I have been on track though

Red Day
Breakfast - All bran choc crunch (HEb and some from A), melon
Lunch - Bacon and cheese sandwich (HEb, 1 syn butter, 1/2 HEa for cheese slice), grapes
Tea - Chicken, bacon and and prawn omelette/fritatta type thing topped with cheese (1/2 HEa) with salad
Snacks - Milky way funsize (3.5 syns), freddo (5 syns), spearmint sweet x2 (4 syns)

Total syns = 13.5
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I am so jealous of your day job!!

That's something I'd love to do, means my degree wouldn't of gone to waste either haha
 
Just been looking at MFP, and I am actually surprised that despite how much i seem to eat, there has only been 2 days where I have gone over the "recommended amount of calories" all the rest has been within calories...i expected to be way over. Anyway.
 
Panda_Pig said:
I am so jealous of your day job!!

That's something I'd love to do, means my degree wouldn't of gone to waste either haha
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haha, what's your degree in?
 
Applied Information Technology. I loved all the web design modules; only downside is I don't really retain code very well. I'm aiming to start teaching myself code again at some point.

Something else on the to do list haha
 
Haha I hated the web design module in uni, could never get my head around Perl and Javascript, but then ended up working in web design somehow haha. I always thought I'd end up on the database side xD

What uni did you go btw?
 
Ok I've been naughty, mum made a chocolate and coconut cake.. I have trouble resisting chocolate, never mind when there is coconut involved too. I am estimating 10 syns for it.
 
Ally89 said:
Haha I hated the web design module in uni, could never get my head around Perl and Javascript, but then ended up working in web design somehow haha. I always thought I'd end up on the database side xD

What uni did you go btw?
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Only Went to Staffordshire Uni.

I loved using Javascript
 
Ally89 said:
Ok I've been naughty, mum made a chocolate and coconut cake.. I have trouble resisting chocolate, never mind when there is coconut involved too. I am estimating 10 syns for it.
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Sounds yummy!

Today is one day tomorrow is a new one no need to worry =D
 
Panda_Pig said:
Only Went to Staffordshire Uni.

I loved using Javascript
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Still can't get my head round it, only do it a little bit now though so don't have to understand it too well xD
 
For the first time in weeks i have actually wrote a meal plan out for the week. I've decided to cut green days out entirely this week so I think I have it as alternating red and ee until next Tuesday. I noticed the last two times I've lost really well I've done pretty much all red with a few ee, so see if it works again this time... Maybe the little "to lose weight when you have PCOS, cut down the carbs to minimum" plan really does work.
 
Wednesdays are renowned in our work place for everything going wrong...i hate wednesdays more than mondays. Lets hope today isnt a typical wednesday!

Breakfast: porridge and golden syrup, ww yog
Lunch: Ham salad, nectarine, banana, kiwi
Tea: Cajun chicken and wedges with a side salad

Hea: milk
Heb: porridge

Syns: golden syrup 2.5, gum 0.5, mini doughnut 3, 2x gummy bears 0.5, werther 1, 4x rolo 2.5, bournville highlights 2, marshmallows 1
Total syns: 15.5
Free Snacks: prepacked fruit, apple

Going to attempt to keep syns low today, make up for yesterdays cake and hope the cake brought in by my colleague doesn't waft in my direction.
 
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