Have fun hunting down those jeans! I used to avoid jeans at all costs because in my youth(!!) being super skinny was regarded as the perfect way to be and extremely tight jeans were the norm. I felt like an overstuffed sausage in tight jeans at anything above size 14 (the old size 14, which is now a 12). We are our own worst critics! And we make hard and fast rules for ourselves, whether those are wise or unwise.
Last year I realised that leggings and jeggings are great with long tops. Of course everyone else has known this for years but I with my hard and fast rule about jeans/trousers would not even try jeggings. I now more or less live in them!
Once I get back to size 10-12 I will be happier still but for jeans I now permit myself to wear them at size 14-16. LOL. Above that size I still feel they do not flatter me but I have come a long way and the right pair of jeans, with the right cut, can be very flattering indeed.