Hello there, just reading through your diary and you have done so well with getting out etc, you must be so proud of that.
I have used affirmations and they do work, I used mine in a different way as I used them when I was doing studying at uni and they were part of my mentoring sessions (I did a leadership course) and although it feels a little strange at first just keep doing it and you will see a difference.
I noticed that you are doing EE and struggling with the superfree part of it... I don't do EE as I felt that I was eating far too much, I was struggling to eat the superfree and felt over faced with plates of food that looked so big and I had very slow losses if any at all and I had 2 gains. I have now gone back to good old red and green and I have lost 15lbs since January, not as fast as some people but I'm ok with it. I do the plan from home using the older book and rely on this forum for more support. Would it be worth you trying a few red and green days?
Well done on your losses so far and more importantly... well done for getting yourself out and about xx