Yeah I'd save the money Nikki, depending on how much weight I gain when I go back I might have to leave group for a while as we're really having money issue's at the moment, really don't want to stop though as looking into becoming a consultant and obviously need to be going to group if I'm going to do that. Decided to try little one on packed lunches again as that will save us just under £40 a month (its £10 a week for dinners and obviously we'll spend a little more on buying him stuff for packed lunch but its not going to be £10 a weeks worth) I'm gutted about that as I love him having a hot meal at school, but its a lot of money. I just hope he'll eat his packed lunch as he didn't last time I tried it :/ Our gas bill has gone up by £50 a month which is stupid money but apparently we owe some on the account so its making up for some of that

(wasn't too long ago when we had overpayed)
I don't know how some people manage. I've just had to transfer some money over from savings (just a current account but its looking like I might have to transfer some from the actual savings ISA account which I really don't want to have to do as I've been paying into that for years and haven't really got that much in there

it seems such a shame that it can't be spent on something nice.
Boyfriend is really freaking out about it all, we had an argument in town and he's just flipped out when little one was playing up with his lunch...
And on top of all that we have so much rubbish in the house, loads of chocolate that we've been given and 3 tins of biscuits (would have been 2 but I forgot to take one for my friend when I met her today so ended up having to buy another one to give her for Christmas) some of it has been put aside for other people, giving my nanna a box of chocs for mothers day which someone else gave to us) but some of it either we don't have anyone to give it too or the dates aren't good enough for people's birthdays ect. (most of our adult birthdays are later in the year. This wouldn't normally bother me as I'd just eat what I fancied within my syns, but with all the stress its hard not to just jump into it all