Fingers crossed for u donna.
I have just been to the gym and had a revelation. And it actually made me feel better about myself. I am constantly comparing my body to tiny girls thinking thats what I want to look like.....well! I have just done a legs bums and tums class and there waa 2 tiny girls in there. They were probably a size 6 if that. Exercise started. ...they couldn't squat, they had 1kg dumbells and were struggling with them I has 2.5kg and Ive had shoulder surgery!, they couldn't do side leg lifts or even hold their legs in table top and when it came to stretching at the end they could barely touch their knee let alone their toes. I had my hands wrapped around my feet!
I realised I look loads better than they do. They were skinny weedy girls with twig arms and legs. I would much rather have defined muscle and be strong.
Safe to say im feeling pretty good