phoenixx
Full Member
Hiya chick, ive really struggled this week too, wanna binge so bad :cry: i dunno why i can't just be bloody normal *sighs* i had bit better day today, actually bought some new clothes but now ive tried them on at home i just feel hideous, me belly is huge and trying them on just making me wanna binge more when youde think itde spur me on to blumin look good in them grrr.
Big hugs
Catdog xx
Maybe its.... kinda like... getting part of the way there, but still having quite a way to go?
I don't know really.
Or maybe its just trying to undo a lifetime of crappy eating habits. I know for me as young as 8 I was having secret binges while everyone was out. I hate the feeling of not having enough.... not like physically, I KNOW physically theres plenty enough to keep me going; but not having the food crutch theres hard!
Plus *pokes the tummy and pulls faces* ya... that :/