ayshaahmad
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Zest for Life said:
I need to find something to do at weekends to keep busy and my mind off food!!! Weekdays I am fine!
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I need to find something to do at weekends to keep busy and my mind off food!!! Weekdays I am fine!
Jelliebabe
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ayshaahmad said:
Meee too! When you find it let me know! You're doing so well though... I've screeched to a halt... starting AGAIN this week... oops...
ayshaahmad
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Well today was interesting, got to town with a friend who then got a call to say her son was ill so we had to rush back, got back in my car and drove back to town lol had money in my pocket which needed spending and had to buy a few bits for my nephew 
got a couple of new tops, both a tad tight but have enough in the size I am now, so wanted the next size down 1 in a 20 and then one in an 18: could of spent a fortune but don't want to be in these clothes long so don't see the point, forgot how expensive clothes are lol and it felt fab to be able to buy clothes in normal shops and not just the oversized section! Walked into Evans gave myself a talking to and walked out hehe, my friend had said she wanted to take me to lunch knowing I am on cd so was glad really that she had to leave nasty I know, but couldn't be doing with somone forcing me to eat cos I might of caved! Hmmm and then she asked me to buy her a big bar of chocolate so I did but when I got o hers before school run she didn't answer the door so had he massive bar in my bag which was telling me to eat it! I was sat in the car whilst my son was at beavers and I so nearly ate it, proud that I didn't but god it wad hard!!!!! Am now in bed and had a severe headache and hungry lol
got a couple of new tops, both a tad tight but have enough in the size I am now, so wanted the next size down 1 in a 20 and then one in an 18: could of spent a fortune but don't want to be in these clothes long so don't see the point, forgot how expensive clothes are lol and it felt fab to be able to buy clothes in normal shops and not just the oversized section! Walked into Evans gave myself a talking to and walked out hehe, my friend had said she wanted to take me to lunch knowing I am on cd so was glad really that she had to leave nasty I know, but couldn't be doing with somone forcing me to eat cos I might of caved! Hmmm and then she asked me to buy her a big bar of chocolate so I did but when I got o hers before school run she didn't answer the door so had he massive bar in my bag which was telling me to eat it! I was sat in the car whilst my son was at beavers and I so nearly ate it, proud that I didn't but god it wad hard!!!!! Am now in bed and had a severe headache and hungry lol
Jelliebabe
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well done for resisting temptation! Night night x
Krissykat
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Sounds like abit of a saboteur! Well done on you for resisting.
I've done that Evans thing too! No matter how nice the clothes are in there I talk myself out of buying any cos its a 'plus size' store and I never want to shop in one of them again, plus its really expensive. It's hard though when you've lost abit and you feel good cos you want to buy loads of clothes but you know they won't fit for very long!
You're doing great though hun
I've done that Evans thing too! No matter how nice the clothes are in there I talk myself out of buying any cos its a 'plus size' store and I never want to shop in one of them again, plus its really expensive. It's hard though when you've lost abit and you feel good cos you want to buy loads of clothes but you know they won't fit for very long!
You're doing great though hun
ayshaahmad
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I did think myself krissy because she gave me the talk in how you have to treat yourself now and then! I had one of the mums at school gave me loads of compliments yesterday which was nice, didn't tell her I was on Cambridge which I hate lying about but she is the kind of lady who I know wouldn't agree and start slagging it off!
Jelliebabe
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My boss started a conversation about how loosing wright too fast was bad for you! I told him this was rubbish and you're equally as likely to put back on no matter hue its lost! That shut him up! Hope you've had a better day x
Jelliebabe
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He wasn't even talking about me! LOL
ayshaahmad
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Lol funny u should say that as most men who I have told about the diet think I am nuts, a few dads at school know have been telling their wives how unhealthy it must be whilst the wives are asking for my cdc phone number haha
ayshaahmad
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Actually ventured out today without a cardigan lol and trust me that's a big step, wore a top my mum got me 3 yrs ago and never wore it as waaaay too tight, its an 18-20 but it fits, just wish all clothes shops were the same sizes cos its getting so annoying not knowing what size I actually am! Been a gd day today, just had 2nd shake and now for some housework lol
ayshaahmad
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Think I need to pick up some fibre from cdc in the morning!
tizzy51
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Loved your shopping trip! When I was in Ireland I wanted to go clothes shopping (for some reason I like the stores in the UK better than those here; also, the Dutch are so tall that almost anything I buy here has to be shortened!). I didn't shop because I have enough clothes in my current size and next size down and am "passing through" these sizes. No reason to make an investment in clothes now and hopefully wanting new clothes will act as incentive to keep on CD.
Hope you got rid of the bar of chocolate that your friend (saboteur) asked you to get. It would be burning a hole in my purse if I had it!
Hope you got rid of the bar of chocolate that your friend (saboteur) asked you to get. It would be burning a hole in my purse if I had it!
ayshaahmad
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Sat at the doctors again after they lost my last lot of bloods for my hormone levels, my blood sugar, liver and kidney came back normal woohoo so alls gd there now have to wait another 2 weeks for results for these tests Grrrrrr and am sitting in the waiting room which is so quiet and all I can hear is my stomach haha
ayshaahmad
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tizzy51 said:Loved your shopping trip! When I was in Ireland I wanted to go clothes shopping (for some reason I like the stores in the UK better than those here; also, the Dutch are so tall that almost anything I buy here has to be shortened!). I didn't shop because I have enough clothes in my current size and next size down and am "passing through" these sizes. No reason to make an investment in clothes now and hopefully wanting new clothes will act as incentive to keep on CD.
Hope you got rid of the bar of chocolate that your friend (saboteur) asked you to get. It would be burning a hole in my purse if I had it!
Oh yes that got given away very quickly although we now have 2 bars at home which my son bought back from his grans arghhh I have hidden them though and put them at the back of my mind! Keep trying to give them to hubby but he is not interested either! Lol on the clothes tizzy I always have to shorten my trousers anyway as none here fit me, short length are too short and regular are too long lol
ayshaahmad
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I so nearly ended up in a&e today I had the most excrutiating tummy pains I was in tears, I have had it before when had a binge, but I have been 100% all week, I had just had my 2nd shake hot choc tetra with a lot of water and it started half hour after that, I could feel it coming on and panicked cos I knew it would be bad, and it was, soooo much better now but hubby was so worried bless him, still not right! I called a friend who is a nurse who reckons its trapped wind! Urghhh so painfull she gave me some yoga moves to do and it seemed to help! Am so scared to have my last shake now but am starving!
ayshaahmad
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3lb off this week, happy with that x
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