azwethinkweiz
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Dubchick81 said:
Very difficult, wish I could turn off my feelings!! Xx
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Very difficult, wish I could turn off my feelings!! Xx
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azwethinkweiz
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Thanks hon, it's difficult because I know I'm a hell GF too with me being so paranoid, insecure & self conscious. That's why I wanna work on myself before I think about men lol! I _think_ that's the right thing to do right now.
Ugh, have a pounding in my ears since I woke up... I better not be coming down with something!!
Sneaky WI showing half pound gain, which is not surprising with the weekend I had but I'm hoping I can manage a STS by Friday if I've been good all week... Time will tell lol.
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Ugh, have a pounding in my ears since I woke up... I better not be coming down with something!!
Sneaky WI showing half pound gain, which is not surprising with the weekend I had but I'm hoping I can manage a STS by Friday if I've been good all week... Time will tell lol.
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Defo think it's a good idea to work on u first. 
he should back off and stop making it worse at least for now! X
he should back off and stop making it worse at least for now! X
azwethinkweiz
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Ah I feel for him as well... he's finding it very hard at the moment and hasn't been sleeping or eating properly since it all ended. So can't really blame him for trying. He just seems to want to put things right but I gotta concentrate on me and me alone right now (might sound selfish but I need to be lol) xx
Dubchick81
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That's not bad hun.. You can defo pull an STS or even a lickle loss by Friday.. Tiz only Wednesday..
Was gona have a sneak WI this morning too... But decided against it.. Feel lighter n that's the main thing...
You defo gotta be "selfish" right now..
But IMO looking after number 1 (you) is not in the slightest bit selfish..
(ps.. i'm all of the above as well.. So dont think yer alone in the paro GF stakes...)
Jaly
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Awh, putting you first isn't at all selfish and you sound like the kind of chick who has spent her whole life doing things for other people anyway! x Time will heal, eventually
You're doing the right thing by concentrating on yourself Sometimes what seems right now isn't right in the long run, and that's something you have to think about once you have a clearer mind.
Good luck for your WI hun x
You're doing the right thing by concentrating on yourself
Sometimes what seems right now isn't right in the long run, and that's something you have to think about once you have a clearer mind.Good luck for your WI hun x
azwethinkweiz
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Yeah I wasn't feeling lighter so I decided to see what damage I'd done... was praying I was still in the 10s and I am so that's the main thing. I've eaten a bitta junk today but have kept it low pp stuff. I'm a terror for crisps!!
See I do feel like I'm being selfish a little bit but at the moment I can't be worrying about a relationship and whether its right or wrong etc. etc. as it's only wrecking my brain. So I shall be staying single. Once I'm happy in myself and my head is clear, I'll be able to make decisions & take the plunge into the world of men again lol! Right now, I can't risk anything like that in case I end up worse iykwim?
Awh, putting you first isn't at all selfish and you sound like the kind of chick who has spent her whole life doing things for other people anyway! x Time will heal, eventually
You're doing the right thing by concentrating on yourself
Good luck for your WI hun x
That's true also. I think I'll know better a few months down the line how I'm feeling and what feels right for me - can't really be making any big decisions right now. I'm better off alone anyway because I'm not easy to be around when I get myself in a state.
Thanks hon, not feeling positive about it as I can't seem to leave the snacks alone these last few days but sure hey ho! We'll see
Wishbird007
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Hi Sarah
Hope ur ok, it must b hard for u both at work together xx
Like others day, do wots right for u x
Take care x ;-)
Hope ur ok, it must b hard for u both at work together xx
Like others day, do wots right for u x
Take care x ;-)
azwethinkweiz
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Wishbird007 said:
Thanks hon. It's my decision at the end of the day but even though I have a lot of love for him and we get on really well, I need to concentrate on being well again first and foremost. Hopefully everything else will settle into place later on whatever happens
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Wishbird007
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azwethinkweiz said:Thanks hon. It's my decision at the end of the day but even though I have a lot of love for him and we get on really well, I need to concentrate on being well again first and foremost. Hopefully everything else will settle into place later on whatever happens
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Yeah hun, I spose he only just used to u bak at work so it will settle down, u defo need to look after u first x x x
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azwethinkweiz
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Thanks Lydia xx
God, I tried to go jogging today and could only manage 2 miles, I was absolutely roasted alive & dying for some water lol. I hope the weather is a little cooler for the 10k soon our I'll be crawling at the end
Had haddock & cheesy potatoes for dinner mmm... X
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xxGod, I tried to go jogging today and could only manage 2 miles, I was absolutely roasted alive & dying for some water lol. I hope the weather is a little cooler for the 10k soon our I'll be crawling at the end
Had haddock & cheesy potatoes for dinner mmm... X
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azwethinkweiz
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I really disappointed myself with the jogging actually because I got so tired so quickly and have always been able to do at least 5km lately and that was the first time I couldn't. Lame...
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Dubchick81
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azwethinkweiz said:
Don't b disappointed Hun by done great to ho out in the first place. The heat was unreal today n here in Ireland we're not used to it. It's bound to take allot out if ya.
Dinner sounds delish Hun. Yumm
azwethinkweiz
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Thanks ladies. Suppose I should be happy I got up and tried to do something. I like lying in the warmth but I do NOT like jogging in it at all I'll try again on Saturday. Dreading weigh in, feeling a bit plump and bloated and (TMI alert!!) haven't been to the loo in ages drank a good bit of water but didn't do any good. Booo
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I'll try again on Saturday. Dreading weigh in, feeling a bit plump and bloated and (TMI alert!!) haven't been to the loo in ages drank a good bit of water but didn't do any good. Booo Sent from my Galaxy S using MiniMins
Dubchick81
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azwethinkweiz said:Thanks ladies. Suppose I should be happy I got up and tried to do something. I like lying in the warmth but I do NOT like jogging in it at all
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Aw no hun. Kno how u feel. Was like that last week. I feel huge but forgot to WI last week so can't put it off. No doubt a gain big well
azwethinkweiz
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Mental but scales say I've lost a pound. Maybe I sweated a lot yesterday & that's why? Still feel quite bloated.
Oh well... I'll take the pound anyway! That brings me to 10st 12lb which is the lowest I got to last year before I piled on half a stone over hols/xmas etc. Let's see if I can get lower this time around I wanna be around 10 and a half stone & then see how I feel! X
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Oh well... I'll take the pound anyway! That brings me to 10st 12lb which is the lowest I got to last year before I piled on half a stone over hols/xmas etc. Let's see if I can get lower this time around
I wanna be around 10 and a half stone & then see how I feel! XSent from my Galaxy S using MiniMins
