Morning!
221.8 this morning. Huzzuh! Chipping away at it slowly, slowly! Im nearly at my first mini-goal! *jigs*
My good friend M wants to take me to afternoon tea on Monday as its something Ive always wanted to do but somehow, in my 10 years here, never have. She's so cute tryiing to squeeze in all the little things on my "Things I would LOVE to do" list, while Im here. Plus, just for us to have time to hang out. Aww. I dont really want to go off plan, but I will likely not get a chance to do this again. So I will go for it and enjoy it and probably just have a few eggs the rest of the day. I feel pretty in control again, diet-wise. I KNOW I only have a certain amount of time to lose as much as possible and I HAVE to and WANT DESPERATELY to make the very most of that time. I know how AMAZING I will feel to be able to get on that plane at 200lbs or less! I WANT THAT! So for this event, I will make an exception but I will retain complete control and focus on HOW MUCH I WANT to be smaller when we leave and focus on the ticking clock - should I have any cravings afterward. Im feeling awesome, again. Finally. I do love the feeling that VLCD gives. That sorta..empty,clean, unbloated, energetic "I am a superhero and I can do anything I put my mind to" feeling. Might sound far-fetched and cheesy. But for me, when im fully on it and my head is fully in the game....thats exactly how it feels for me. Its empowering.
So anyway....I sold something on ebay so off to the post office this morning. Its another glorious morning. LOL England, I know youre celebrating my imminent departure, arent you? hahaha. Its been sunny and warm almost the whole time, since we got the visa. LOLOL
Right, food today:
2x pancake
1x spag bol
2x egg
quorn and mushrooms
sf jelly
Ive been forgetting to have my jelly in the evenings! Because I use my pancake to have half around 3:30 and the other half in the evening...I forget to also have my jelly! Will try to remember tonight! I would like to have my pancake (the whole thing) at 3:30 and not leave any for the evening. Then just have the jelly around 7 and be done, that way Im not have any significant carbs after afternoon snack at 3:30. Might try that today.
Have a lovely friday all...Clin i think your interview is today? Fingers crossed but Im sure you will do fine because you, my dear, are brilliant!
Lou, STOP HIDING.
I miss youuuuuuuuuu. <3 And you certainly know we are the LAST people you need to hide from or feel ashamed around! ESPECIALLY me. Queen of "Im ON IT....starting....NOW!!!" *eats 12 jaffa cakes and 80 ritz and half an xxl pizza*. HAHA!!
Woo. Off to have my coffee and a water before I head out to the post office