Hi!
Ok. I have a few mins before i have to go and get the laundry sorted and get pack to what i was doing (which is EVERYTHING. ALL AT ONCE!!)
I have been messing up big time. Until yesterday. I had a perfect on-plan day. I weighed in the morning at 231
and today 227
- perfectly on plan again so far today. Who knows if it will end that way but im taking it as it comes and trying to just focus on at least not being any bigger than i am TODAY when we leave.....y'know...IN 19 DAYS.
Bit of a faff with our shipping but that seems sorted yet and we know what we are doing (mostly) and when we are booking it and when to arrange for the collection and whatnot. Still have to finalize the boxes but its mostly all done. I think. maybe another 3 boxes to pack. But we will get that done over the next few days and book the collection on monday for friday or the monday after...not sure yet. anyway. also a bit of a faff trying to work out whats going to happen with regards to our cat when we get there. like..how and where we collect him and how he is getting from the airport to my sister's work where we are boarding him until we get into the new place.
anyway. so much more than that..but whatever. i have sh!tloads going on. not really going to be on here all that regularly but just know that regardless of what my diet is like...thats not why im not here! i wouldnt hide from you guys! youre the only ones that REALLY understand !! and I know you wont judge
I will try to check in at least once a day though. my phone is weird...li often cant update anything on my mobile but i will try!
so...today i have moved the sofa (bearing in mind we have a huge 3 seater leather power recliner. it weighs a ton!) and cleaned all the absolute crap out from behind/under it. omg. that was horrific. seriously. eeek. and then i hoovered. and then hoovered again. lol. i have now moved the sofa to a new position - in front of the window...and its a nice change of scenery...sign of the times! lol....but mainly because i ran out of strength and energy to put it back! hahah so yeah. it kinda just got shifted into a decent enough position and left. and at this point...it doesnt matter. ive also done laundry and called swissport (cargo people) about Lyra (cat). ive got a kitchen cupboard and a couple of kitchen drawers to empty and then the rubbish to take out. by that time it will be about time to start on dinner for the family. phew!
so anyway. staying the course as much as possible but not going to stress about it.....got far too many other things going on. just ...when i feel like wavering and having a packet of crisps or something, i just think about the fact that i havent got long and i really will be upset with myself if i dont at least make SOME effort. plus....fritos. in america...we have fritos. i can wait a couple of weeks for that.
right, back to it. xxx
