What a nice bunch you all are! And so inspiring, thanks everyone! Well I certainly intend to put my mind to it, it's just I am worried about finding excuses easily.. like people coming to stay, going away to places etc...That's part of the reason I've picked the cambridge thing I guess, it's so easy to cheat yourself on Weight watchers etc and say well 1 bun won't hurt but 1 turns to 2 then you feel you have failed and just give up..
If I'm being really totally strict as I'll have to be on cambridge then it might just work.. But I'm also quite ashamed I suppose. Apart from to my boyfriend, I kind of pretend I'm a skinny person in a bigger body, I don't know if that makes sense but I never ever talk about it to anyone. This means that I think if I'm with family etc and they want to go out for a meal, I won't have the guts to say look I can't.... I'm dieting! I guess I just don't want anyone to make a fuss.