heyy everyone! well ive not been on here much lately as have been waiting to visit my new GP. she really was amazing and signed my form and wished me luck!
ive been smiling like a cheshire cat ever since
im going to do this, i know i am. i feel like ive had a battle to even start this diet, and i fought through all the bureocracy because i knew this is the way for me to do it.
i told my CDC and she was really happy, im going to go see her tomorrow and pick up my stuff and start on thursday! there is a big work meal on friday and i could use that as an excuse to put it off but i dont want to wait any longer. i'm ready, my body is ready. time to lose this weight and be someone i want to be!
ill get weighed tomorrow and update my stats and stuff. i doubt ive maintainted my earlier stone weight loss tbh, ill be honest, i havent been doing good at all. i need cambridge. i need the lack of choice, not having to thinking about food in the slightest. i need to see big losses every week. and i need to know for next summer that i will be where i want to be. the only diet (well, almost only) that can provide me with that is cambridge. once i get to ideal weight after a year of not eating normal foods then i will be able to learn how to eat again with a clean pallate and i wont have to lsoe anything, just maintain. im sure maintainance is the hard part really, and it probably is easier to maintai if you do sw or ww, but on those plans i doubt i'd get to maintainance, i cant wait 2 years for this to happen!
so yeah, im getting ready to start my journey, really excited, a little scared, completely inspired...