thanks guys, its going brilliantly so far, i really don't think i'd have gotten half as far without you lot to turn to. just reading your diaries inspires me. i think you're all amazing women
Day 3
1pm - i read somewhere that day 3 and 4 are meant to be the hardest of the lot, so i'm thoroughly prepared for a difficult weekend! i wonder how you tell if you're in ketosis, do you just know? i read somewhere that people in ketosis can taste it on their tongue. i got up and had the most foul taste in my mouth, even after brushing my teeth it's come back! but i don't feel all giggy and high like people in ketosis are meant to feel. i have a dull ache at the back of my head. i don't feel hungry though, but maybe that's because i only woke up 30 minutes ago and i never feel hungry when just i wake up.
don't really have any plans for this weekend, except watching the world cup final at my parents on sunday. deliberately kept my diary free as i expected to be going through hell this weekend. atm it doesnt feel that bad though. think i'll make my porridge, have a bath and then maybe have a walk later. when thomas gets back from decorating i expect we'll chat lots tonight too and play some games. thomas is pretty much my best friend in the whole world, the only problem is he lives in amsterdam and as yet ive never met him. next year i'm going to visit him, hopefully in july, when i'll be my ideal weight, i guess thats one of my main motivations apart from doing this for my health. i'm falling in love with him. and i know how crazy that is, because i've never met him, but we've been friends for over a year now and we spend at least 3hrs of every day together, sometimes we fall asleep together on skype chatting. he's perfect, in every way, its just that i'm fat and im too scared to tell him *sigh* :/
anyways, thats all going to change, day 3 already!
im SO excited for next thursday night when i get weighed, it will be 8 days from my start so i should have a decent loss to show i hope. its funny how thursday nights standing on a woman i barely know's scales will become the highlight of my week! lol
6pm - today has been really hard for me so far, had my chocolate tetra (actually tasted nice!) and leek and potato soup so far. wtill have berry shake and porridge to get through later. have done bare minimum today, feel as if i have no energy. tomorrow evening imgoing to my parents to watch the world cup final, apart from that i plan on doing next to nothing all weekend. im hoping by the time work comes again on monday i'll have a lot more energy *crosses fingers*. havent had much at all so far. going to reintroduce exercise in my second week.there is a swimming session just after i visit my CDC on thursday night so i think i'll make it a habbit to go to that one every week, will introduce more swimming and walking into my routine as i get used to my new diet.
8.30pm - wow, i think im over the worst of it now! today has quite literally felt like hell on earth! now im starting to feel like i have more energy, i dont feel ravenous and i dont feel dizzy. just sat eating my 3rd CD meal of the day, that porridge that tastes like baby food. im feeling really really proud of myself. this diet is the hardest thing (for me) that i have ever had to do in my life. give me a degree to do or anythin involving my brain and i'd find it easy (well, relatively, lol) but food or exercise is where i have ALWAYS struggled. i know its only 3 days, but i feel liek im getting some control back in my life
"treated" myself tonight to some sparkling water, lol, i really think ketosis might be starting to slip in now as im feeling ALIVE again! how awesome! woot!
10.30pm - just about to make the berry shake, my final CD meal of the day! today has bee a toughie and tbh im glad its over with! it reminds me that its important i never go off plan as getting into ketosis again is incredibly tough mentally. thankfully im feeling lots better now
yey!
after tomorrow i'll have broke the back of my first week on CD. it should be a lot easier once im back at work again, having so much free time at weekends makes it harder if anything to stick to plan. i find myself looking forward to bein busy again, looking forward to swimming on thursday night. also i cant WAIT until my first weigh in on day 8!!
im really excited and positive now. tomorrow will be pretty cool too, world cup final i hope netherlands win!
water - 3 litres
day 3 - 95% (damn diet coke can - last one in though, really am cutting it out from tomorrow!)