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[elle2585]

lol oops sorry. must've been when i was doing a little dance in the bathroom this morning when i was celebrating being under 200lbs haha. my tiredness has been cured thanks to bread, a small handful of revels and some green tea. strangely enough, i was craving chocolate, had a bit and then thought "i dont want anymore now" so just put them away. im not sure thats ever happened to me before...

 

[abz]

well done elle

abz xx

 

[Gemstone]

Good on you elle but NOT for the rain dance

Naughty, Naughty elle!
:whoopass:​

 

[elle2585]

thanks abz sorry gem the clouds just pissed all over walsall. they were pretty desperate if you ask me. jeeeeeeeeeez. when's July going to start? when? xxx

 

[Gemstone]

While down south he's back :character00238:

Here comes the sun - do do do do
Here comes the sun and I say
IT'S ALRIGHT!
old Beatles song

 

[Fattyfattyboomboom]

Hello All afternoon,

Tyn, I just wanted to say, that I agree with Gem, she is master and the uber guru on the dealing with this situation. But I do want you to know that I really feel for you, and that I KNOW you will come through this, and maybe it will help you to focus on what you need and want for yourself in your life and work towards that.

Elle, the pins and needle thing sound odd. But if you have gone to the docs and they aren't too concerned after test then...I guess you just have to work through it.

Abz...positivity works wonders. My best mates little girl ( 9 YO) was diagnosed last november with a brain tumour. She has since had loads of cymo and radiotherapy, and hopefully we should be find out next week IF she is in the clear. That little girl really showed me a fighter and she stayed positive and I think it really helped her in her treatment. She is having tests today to find out if it it has all worked. She had most of the tumour removed but that couldn't remove it all for fear of causing brain damage. But both her mother and her were so postive that I really feel it made them stronger to cope with it all.

Gem...yeah I may go get it checked out, I think I am just afraid they will say I will have to come off CDing...which would be a big disappointment to me. I am sure there are tablets ( i know there are in the US) that you can take BEFORE eating anything with lactose which is mean to help the reaction, but I am not sure if they sell it here. If there is ...then it won't be a worry, because I think it may well be that, which is causing all my offering!

 

[Gemstone]

Jenn, I am sure the Doc will only take you off CD if it is likely to have an adverse effect on your health. No diet, however good is worth compromising your future health and I am sure if push comes to shove and you have to come off CD, that there are plenty of people around to help you get on course with something else. First find out what you have to do, then get back and we will support you in whatever you need to do x

 

[Martyn]

I like pins and needles! They make me laugh for some reason.

But wohoo! We all just went funeral shopping, and omg.. sooooo much money spent lol. Easily just spent over £500 on just 3 outfits for the funeral lol. And it was my dad's idea! Shocking. New suit, shirt, even new shoes! Shopping feels good, until my sister gets all arsey because we didn't cater to her whims. So me and her ended up snapping at each other after the 20mins of waiting for her to get into the changing room, let alone the 10mins to try the stuff on... then the 40 to find shoes, only for her to decided she has some at home.. Oh i was ready to throw her down the stairs on the way home lol.

My dad looks sooooo dapper in his new suit, can't remember seeing my dad dressed up before. He usually just wears some pants, a poloshirt and my leather coat when he has something formal. But hes got the works.

But yay, spending money is fuuuun!!!! mwha

 

[Gemstone]

Don't be too hard on your sister Tyn. It's easy for blokes to dress for a funeral but SO MANY pitfalls for a woman. Then there's the other women who judge.......... x

 

[Gemstone]

Tyn, it's SO SO good that you are all going to do your mum proud. You will all cut such a dash on the day and she would be SO proud of the way you are all handling things. Hugs to you all x

 

[Fattyfattyboomboom]

Tyn, Yeah you sister does need a bit of a break I think. But then again...she is a sister and not actually a woman ( as my brother's say about me!) *LOL* Nah but seriously...woman have to be just that extra careful about their choice of outfit. In my culture...the Head of the family -female ( normally the grandmother) will have 6 new outfits. One for every part of the funeral. And the whole thing lasts days...which is not pleasant I can tell you. But I am glad that you are all making the effort to do your mum proud!!!

Gem...yeah I will. It is weird. Today, I actually feel hungry ( which I haven't really since I started) and I feel so so very tired. I was going to do more cooking today one I got back from taking LU to his group, but I just don't have the energy. I mean I know I went to bed at 2am. But I didn't Offically get up till 11am so I should have been fine. I am drinking 5litres plus of water and SSing the way i am meant to...but today just isn't a good day for me. And my tummy is speaking its own language now. Just completely rumbling up a storm. Oh well...maybe I will just take a day off and just lazy here on the couch and some old 80's film our period drama. I just wish I wasn't so hungry...I really just want to eat something even if it just a few pieces of cheese. AHHHHHH!!!!

p.s by the way I am now into the 19's ....which again should make me happy but I just ain't!! I wish I knew why!

 

[abz]

you are getting there hon. and there's always that self destruct button we have to get through. mine seems to have been 15st 7, which is why i have gained and lost the same stone three or four times now!! so be very happy you've got where you have!! and i would drop down the water intake a wee bit. four litres is more than enough, it probably isn't helping with your loo problems...

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

While down south he's back :character00238:

Here comes the sun - do do do do
Here comes the sun and I say
IT'S ALRIGHT!
old Beatles song

little darliiiing, it's been a long cold lonely winter, little darliiiing, it's been a year since it's been here, here comes the sun, doo doo doo dooo, here comes the sun and iiiii say, it's alright, it's alright.

love that song.

 

[abz]

wish the sun would come here!! today is going so sloooooooowly and i have to work the whole weeeeeeeeeeekend. hmph.

how is everyone? sounds like tyn is going to look absolutely amazing. so spiffy.

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

lol so guys, just finished off those chocolates. feel a bit sick but you know what, i dont regret it one bit. i dont know why. usually i'd feel so incredibly bad now. but i really dont care. i wanted the chocolates, i knew i was eating them. i wasn't picking or trying to stop myself. i just ate them. and now i'm moving on. although not eating anything for a while as i'm very queasy haha. i might go and make another green tea though. and then i really ought to do some housework as i can see dust on the wooden floors in the hallway and it's bothering me. i just made my friend a card for her bday while watching evan almighty which was fun, made me laugh.

tyn i best you all look dapper! you'll definitely make your mum proud

 

[abz]

the guy i work with has munched his way through loads of crisps today and i'm really really craving them!! might have to make oriental chilli soup crisps tonight, ha.

abz xx

 

[elle2585]

lol those crisps you make sound nice.... i'll see you in leeds in about what...oooh, 2hrs, 2 1/2? haha x

 

[abz]

see you at mine

abz xx

 

[Fattyfattyboomboom]

ok well. I think I will be ok. I think I am just having a bad day. But got OH to make a copy of an old pic of me at the weight I want to be and will be putting it on the fridge as a reminder. I know I want to do this!! In my heart I want to do it and in my head but for some reason they just aren't talking to my tummy. Just had a cig in hopes it will help the hunger.

You know all I want is to be at a healthy weight so that I can really get stuck into trying for another baby. My LU is wonderful but I want him to have siblings and I just can't do it at this weight. It isn't healthy. But that is another incentive. And I know that once I get there...when i get PG again. I will let to my hearts content if I feel the need. ( as long as it is healthy like I did with my LU. it just took us 8 years to have him and I don't want to have to wait that long again. I am not getting any younger...the clock is ticking awfully loud!!

p.s offering seemed to have slowed a bit today so not too worried any more. I just can't get my stomach to stop making all this racket!!!

 

[Gemstone]

Glad you're feeling better Jenn x