Hey all,
Well I came to a decision last night, I am definately switching to SW, in a bit of tiime. I am sorry if it disappoints any one but to be honest, since I made the decision, I feel much better.
Tyn, it's not the cravings...cravings I could deal with. It is the physical pain I get, the feeling sick I get, and the dizziness. Cravings are nothing. I can work through those. But no amount of distraction is going to take that away.
I know the that SW will be slower, but when I was on it in the past, it worked, i just stopped exercising, and I ate too much of the free foods, which not only am I now aware of, but I am also aware of my bordem eating. And sadly I wasn't even aware of only actually eating when I was hungry until I started dieting the week before I started this and I lost weight. So whilst I may be justifying the switch, but this I just think is better for me, than to make myself, and my family miserable. I WILL loss me weight, but I don't see why I need to do it so fast? I thought I did...but once you're in this TYN...you will see a different side to the coin that you can't see how. But you know...YOU CAN DO IT. Maybe I am weak, but I am not willing to subject myself to inflicted "self harm" just to lose weight, when it is achieveable if I just apply myself, properly. And yeah I am sure I will have good days, bad days, and indiffernt days. But there is nothing to say I can't go back to SSing again is I want to try it again. Or if I want to see whatelse might work. I will get there, I KNOW this. But I just can't take the pain anymore or the depression. It isn't me!!
Jenn