Just a quickie as home in time to say a likkle before heading out to weigh in...
My sister rang to say mum is going ahead and taking ex to court for the money,so, I have to get my head prepared to see him again at some point. Hopefully it will be this year (no telling with the judicial system, and hopefully he will lose and I will never have to see him again).
Been an odd day - not really sure who I am anymore. Sounds nuts I know, but it's true. I look in the mirror and don't see me anymore. Others tell me I'm a whole new person - what was so damn wrong with the old one?? I don't understand it. All I've done is lose some weight. That's all that's changed - I'm still Jennie. I'm still me. Just less of me. Maybe it's because I am getting back to how I used to be when I was happier in life. Maybe that's what they mean? I know I have changed a bit, but not entirely new person - surely?? Not sure I like that. I dunno. Funny thing the mind. Bizarre thing to not be recognised in the street any more too. Even kids are coming up to me and asking if I've lost loads of weight.. lol.. weird.
Tiring day, so going to nap now for half an hour. Then weigh in. Am freezing cold and very tired. Think I might get changed into what I wore last night for my weigh in. Saves Zoe taking a pic as Ailsa takes them for me pretty regularly, and, IF I hit the 9 stone off mark tonight then it would be nice to have a pic I guess. Think I'll go to bed as soon as I come home (after posting on here how it's gone).
Work this morning was a waste of time - too tired. This afternoon flew by again but I'm delighted to say they took my ideas on board and have scrapped the old invoice-recording system and envelopes and started afresh today! Fab. Loads of time saved! Will make life heaps better for my boss too, he will be free to do other stuff as with the time saved I'll be able to do the invoicing for him. Put the banner up on their fence (its on a major road) and am chuffed to bits, it's great advertising for the festival and more ticket orders arrived in the post today. Am getting excited about the festival already. I love it. If any of you can get to it, drop me a pm and I'll send you all the info. The Saturday night will be a stomping night! lol High energy and high volume!! Can't wait! have to prep the house first as the sound engineers are staying here. That's on my list this weekend, and maybe do half hour each evening too so it spreads it out a bit.
Right off to nap. Thanks re the rings. I've been wearing my footprints one and put the other one away again. Not going to wear it anymore. Taking it to the jewellers to sell it I think. If I get £50 for it I'll be happy. lol
Laters xxxx