I am finally back! BT are rubbish and have only just connected my phone and internet, was supposed to have been done april 17th...so only 2 months late!
I moved house and hate my new place, I have the most horrible neighbours in the world but they are being dealt with so that's fine.
Managed to get my money back from my bank but they stopped my card and sent me a new one but my PIN number didn't come for over 6 weeks so I couldn't use my account still. I complained like mad and my bank gave me £250 compensation so not all bad.
It was my birthday on the 17th may, I turned 29 so now I feel proper old as 30 is just round the corner!
Went to see westlife on the 24th at the London o2 but was horrified when my fat butt wouldn't fit in the seats there
Diet wise...... things are worse than terrible right now and while I was away from here for 2 months I well and truly fell off the wagon. I've gained back the weight I lost and a few lbs extra too, so I'm at the heaviest I've ever been in my life.
I let lifes stresses get in the way of my diet and I was stupid yet again.
I kind of feel like I'm never going to get to my goal weight because I cant even get half way there without something happening and me gaining all the weight back again.
Oh and the guy I was so madly in love with, who I had been there for over the last 6 years decided that sleeping with another girl the night he got home would be a good idea.....so my heart got well and truly broken in april and I'm still trying to deal with that now. I'm single and it feels weird but I guess right now I need to concentrate on me and my weight loss.
I'm going to try my hardest to stick to exante, I did over 9 weeks 100% TS earlier in the year so I know I can do this.
One more restart and if that doesn't work then I will really have to start thinking about trying something else because my weight is going to be the death of me.
Thank you if you've managed to read this far!