Blue's last chance with exante.

[Blue Butterfly]

Day 40 is nearly over, all good so far.
This really is my very last chance with exante and I know if I do fail this time there will be no more re-starting, I'd have to go onto something like slimming world which means it would take me about 2 years to lose my weight and I want it gone now!
So I am trying extra hard to stick with it. I'm not finding it difficult yet but I know I struggle when bad things happen in my life, I either have to try and cope in other ways or avoid people until my weight loss is done!

 

[Lois]

Good morning Blue, you're doing fab hun xx

 

[Blue Butterfly]

Thanks gigglepants

Well I'm having a not so great day today.
Diet wise everything is fine, still going strong and feeling thinner by the day!
I'm not feeling great. Some of you know I was in hosital for quite a few weeks earlier this year because of mental health issues and I can feel myself slipping again
Have made sure I called my MH team before things got out of hand this time though.
I feel like an idiot.

 

[steeleee]

Aw blue hope youre ok. Keep your chin up, and take care of yourself x

 

[Blue Butterfly]

Thanks Steeleee, how are you doing?

I'm still feeling iffy today, keep crying for no reason, feel like a leaky tap!

But it is day 42 of my 100 day challenge and all is going well. Nearly half way there

Once I have got to my goal weight or close to it I want to do one of those 'Go ape' treetop adventure courses. I'll be terrified but I still want to do it!
I have a bucket list! There are over 300 things on it, here is a link if anyone is interested
http://www.my50.com/yourlist.php
Lots are things I can only do when I have lost weight so my list is another motivator!

 

[Blue Butterfly]

It's day 50 of my 100 day challenge Half way through and I'm feeling great. Just another 50 days to go, woo!

 

[Blue Butterfly]

Well I have been awol from the forum for a little while and that usually means it's because I have fallen off the wagon!
This time....it just means I've been busy!

Sooooooooo, update.

I completed my 100 days at 100% challenge And I am actually really proud of myself for getting to the end of it. I've never stuck to exante for this long before, I'm feeling great.
Oh and I lost 53lbs!!! It looks so much when I type it but I really have lost that much, kinda makes me want to cry a little!

So I'm back on the forum and I am doing great for a change.
I did take a kind of week off of exante after my 100 days but now I'm back on it and hoping to complete another 100 days

How is everyone?
Are any of you lovely lot still here??