Born obese , Tomorrow is my New Dawn

[mariavon]

On way to work feel so tired , totm came yesterday feel yuk , roll on 6pm, I want my bed

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[Auburn]

Keep smiling, hope your day goes quickly xx

 

[Purple Patsy]

Have a good day hun.

 

[Mumma K]

Popping in to say hello Von x

 

[mariavon]

Popping in to say hello Von x

Thanks kally xxx
I've just posted in your diary

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[mariavon]

Right I have to sort myself out as I posted on kallys diary I sat in BURGERKING, putting it in capitals to make sure everyone sees it, in fed up of eating in hiding thinking it doesn't matter if no one knows,
I'm feeling low and tearful and have since my mums anniversary in August , my dad's anniversary was in May,
Today I feel really tearful and disgusted in myself for eating what I have , not much more to say I need to have a think and sort my head out xxx

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[Mumma K]

Von were here if you need us huni just shout all I can say is I know where your at, what's going through your head etc
because it's the same as what's buzzing round mine at the moment
all we can do is to try and move forward and remember our mums wouldn't want us to be this unhappy xxx big hugs xxx

 

[mariavon]

Thanks kally,
It's strange last year I was relatively ok , upset on the day but could deal with it , this year was like hitting a brick wall , but your exactly right I know neither of my parents would want me to be like this constantly hurting myself ,

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[Auburn]

*hugs for V*

xx

 

[mariavon]

Thanks for the hugs jen xxx
Well did a lot of thinking yesterday which involved some crying but it better to release it than try keep it in,
I'm not saying in going to be back on plan completely today but I don't feel like I'm going to walk out the door and run straight to burgerking,

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[Mumma K]

Morning Von

Happy Friday
How's things for you xx

 

[mariavon]

It's been a busy day ready for bed, but feeling. Bit brighter at least x
How things wiv you ?

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[mariavon]

Another day at work , don't know why but I'm feeling knackered all the time , maybe the junk I'm eating could hav something to do with it

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[Purple Patsy]

:bighug:Know how you feel hun it's so tough. Hope you're OK.

 

[mariavon]

:bighug:Know how you feel hun it's so tough. Hope you're OK.

I'm still a bit struggling but I need to get my head together , there's always going to be an anniversary or occasion where I miss them more, but I can't let it take over my life ,
I'm not on plan at all but I'm sure it will click again soon I hope

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[mariavon]

Can't sleep , came to bed at 9.30 still awake at 10.40, next looked at clock at 12.30, fell asleep woke again at 2.15, feel wide awake bloomin alarm will be going off at 4.30, then il want to sleep,

Had bad cramp usually get it in calf or shin and foot but occasionally get it in thigh , as was tonight , any advice for magical cures or prevention would be greatly appreciated

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[Auburn]

I get cramps too!!! Usually in the bottom half of my leg, at the back, but sometimes in the front (which is hell!) and sometimes in my foot, which is nae good..

I find shouting and screaming helps

 

[mariavon]

I get cramps too!!! Usually in the bottom half of my leg, at the back, but sometimes in the front (which is hell!) and sometimes in my foot, which is nae good.. I find shouting and screaming helps

Lol yea I get it there , had again last night and Aldo had it in my thigh that's really painful , I'm going to go to health shop today see if they can recommend anything , before I go down the dr route,

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[Mumma K]

I hate cramp

Morning Von
How's it going ?

 

[mariavon]

I hate cramp Morning Von How's it going ?

Being lazy can't get motivated to move ,
Need to go shopping but it's an effort today I'm so tired from 2 nights with virtually no sleep,

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