Bostik's Finally Doing It :)

[Squeezyweezy]

Great attitude chick!! Positive, positive, positive!!

 

[Bostik]

Another day on track trying to stick to 1200 seeing as there's no exercise going on. Doing alright so far

 

[Caz]

Will you have to go in for the meeting? Is it far from home?

 

[Bostik]

Yeah gotta go in. About a 15 minute drive. Its paid at least. But i was told there are three women who drag it out as long as possible cos wanna be paid more. Takes a couple of hours when it doesn't need too. So that'll be fun.

Slept loads last night. Fell asleep about 5pm after work for a few hours then by 1am i was sleepy again and just woke up a little while ago. Think my body needed a catch up

 

[Squeezyweezy]

Glad you got some well earned rest hun. Pop in for your meeting later, then look smug cos you know you can go home and have a some time off!!!

 

[Bostik]

One of the staffs been nicking food stuff like milk and meat and now a big jar of coffees gone missing. So most of the meeting was about that. They know who it is but no proof i think.

Things are good with the boyfriend too now. So thats a help. Though for some reason I've become paranoid maybe about one of his friends. For some reason whenever he tells me summat about her it just leads me to think she likes him. Like i know he doesn't like her like that cos he's told me loads about how she can be so annoying. But i dunno. Not been like this before so its strange for me.

Like he said he didn't get much sleep last night and just as he fell asleep she rang him drunk so he was pissed off at her. Shes done that about three times in the last week. I know the only person i ring when im drunk is my boyfriend. So makes me think why's she choosing to ring him? Might just be me being crazy.

Need to get it out my head though cos i know he dont like her anyway and he adores me. More positive thinking lol

 

[Squeezyweezy]

He does adore you hun, just keep thinking that. You two have been through alot recently, and now you are more solid than ever. She may have a little crush on him, but he is completley yours and you can rest easy with that thought.
What time did you get back from your meeting? Have you had chance to chill out?

 

[Caz]

Just remember that whether she likes him or not, he doesn't like her and so you've got nothing to worry about.

 

[Bostik]

I know i dont have anything to worry about but im noticing i just get annoyed when he mentions her. Thats why its getting to me. Dont wanna end up saying summat cos i know its not him.

Yeah meeting lasted just over an hour. Maxs day off too. So spent a bit of time with him. And then been sleeping for about an hour. Was falling asleep whilst we were talking so he let me sleep. Musta been more tired than i thought. Least when im sleeping im not eating

Meeting a friend tomorrow. Not drinking so cals should be okay! Friday I've got food hygiene training and stuff for work all day so eating wherever were training at. Hoping they have healthy options!

 

[Squeezyweezy]

Enjoy your time off hun.

 

[Caz]

Have fun with your friend and generally with your time off, you deserve a rest

 

[Bostik]

Thanks girls. STS this week. Deserved cos I ate crap a few days.

Have decided to definitely weigh in monthly now. Think it'll be better. Seeing gains due to exercise messes with my head. Next weigh in 1st March

 

[Squeezyweezy]

Wish I could be strict enough with myself to do that. Great idea though

 

[Caz]

So do I! STS is a good result, you're still adjusting to your new routine, you'll make it work for you soon I'm sure.

 

[Squeezyweezy]

yeah sorry, meant to say. STS is ok, I'm still thinking that we will get to week 5 and loose a stone or something!!!! PML!!!!

 

[Caz]

Hey chick, how are you doing?

 

[Squeezyweezy]

Was gonna ask the same Caroline, was thinking about you last night Bostik!!

 

[Caz]

Hope everything's going ok hun!

 

[Shazzabir]

Hey Bostik, hope your doing ok

 

[Caz]

It's been a while now, hope everything's alright, we miss you!