Bren's Diary - The journey begins, again!

[BREN]

hey babe I would just settle for being under 70 and would be thrilled just to be in the 68's even if it's 68.9!!!!!! hehe....

 

[BREN]

Okay good night and chat tomorrow everyone.

Please give me the strength not to sabotage before Friday WI. I'm already getting nervous should I wait until Sat????

Feast or famine for me. either I get on everyday and do my head in with gain then loss then why wont it budge..... or I'll leave it and just be careful with my food, and not stress about what will happen in the morning when I get on the scales. Then when the time comes for the WI I dont want to know?????

Why am I so crazy? Is anyone else like this???

 

[abz]

totally sweet dreams bren. see you in the morning

abz xx

 

[Georgiestar]

theres 14 pounds in a stone, i am perservearing, ive been keeping up with the gym and the diet, but i think your ahead of me, i couldnt do 300 sit ups and you've been to the gym almost everyday! keep going bren, if you eat healtherly all week then dont panic the scales should stay the same or go less?

 

[BREN]

Hoping so Georgie.

Will up the water today and when we have dinner for me will be fish and vege. Good thing will be because a friend is over I wont be bored and sabotage!

Just got up and measurements are the same as 2 days ago, actually lost half a cm, off one leg and one arm. Belly is back at 73cm and not 72.5. I'm not game enough to step on the scales! Too scared.

Bren

 

[BREN]

So I think my weight is 11st and 2.1lbs?, I'm 157lbs in total. Did I get it right?? Goal is for my holiday is 10st 6.8lb?

Bren
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[Georgiestar]

I'm not good at maths, I did look on the comp and it gave me a load of numbers, I have about the same amount of weight to loose if your right..
when is your holiday?

 

[BREN]

Holiday is now in 23 days!!! EEK.

Hoping to be gone of 2.7 ish kilos!!

In 13 days I am going to refeed although....... I am sticking to Cohen's for all of the day until dinner and just before dinner or even after dinner. My choices are healthy but it's still not helping to shift the last bit!

So really I have sort of been refeeding now and I dont want to.

WI in the morning.... nervous and worried that I'm not going to be lower than 71. I jumped back up to 71.2 the last time I weighed on Sunday or Monday I think???

And have been trying to stay good and be relaxed about the whole number on the scale thing.

Bren
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[BREN]

Does anyone else get nervous about WI??

 

[abz]

of course we all do bren!! but you've been sterling. i'm sure you'll be fine in the morning

plus, i weigh every day so i don't have the panic build up. you used to as well. what made you change your mind?

abz xx

 

[BREN]

I changed my mind as I had a few days of gradually going up at little everyday and knew that the next morning was not going to go my way so rather then having mental anguish i avoided the scales for a few days.

My measurements are still good the waist is going to go very slowly from here on in.

Well I have weighed and wooo hoooo a loss was on 71.2 on Monday morning? This morning I'm 70.5!!
Yay.. and thank god.

Motivation now to guzzle the water and even though TOM is next week, which I am going to alter so I dont have it when in Thailand, I still want to get into the 60's. I know once back in there I will keep at things.

Bren
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[abz]

well done bren and don't despair if the scales show a gain during totm. look what happened to me and mine has gone now and i'm back on track

abz xx

 

[BREN]

Thanks hun.

All I really have to do now is get into the 60's and then into the 68's just for reach a goal I set for my holiday.

XX

 

[Loulabella]

Wooo hoooo well done... Sorry not caught up with you much lately...been busy busy busy... 157 is 11.3 so yea, your right x

 

[BREN]

It's now 155.1lbs so 11.07 today! I need to loose 2 lbs to be in the 10st's

Lou I've been in your diary and yes you have been a busy little bee, but going strong I think you are. WW works for you, your half way there according to your ticker!

Bren
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[abz]

hey bren. you are below my goal weight, ha. i am a comfy UK size 14 at that weight. and i look slim like that as i am quite broad.

 

[BREN]

You are way taller than me!

There are some ladies on here who are my height but dont have an atheletic build like myself and their goal is a BMI of 21 and around the 61 kilo mark. I may consider going to 63 that has always been a mission of mine and 65 is a happy level even 66 but I'm just focusing on getting into the 68's within 21 days! and then when I get back from school camp I will try and loose any squatters from thailand and get down to 66.

really want to be at goal by mid May before I fly back to Perth for a wedding.

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[Georgiestar]

welldone on the loss bren, well I'm a bit nervous about my weigh in tomorrow too!

 

[BREN]

Georgie, know that feeling but if you have been sensible and are eating a variety and staying low cal it will all be doing something even the weeks we stay the same.

Never feels like that though!

Humans.... we are so impatient and hard on ourselves.

Bren
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[abz]

hey babes. i'm getting really confused as to what day you are on. are you ahead or behind us? ha.

how did weigh in go georgie?

my office smells of dead mouse this morning. it's rank. and i'm having to sit in the stench. i am pretty sure i'm not imagining it. am waiting for another nose to come and confirm.

abz xx