I have posted a lot today, and here comes some more
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I just started reading Mike Scotts newsletter, I started a subscription a few weeks ago, but never got around to read them.
Anyhow, he talked about how he chatted to a woman who spend two hours on dieting everyday (reading, planning, thinking, cooking, exercise, weighing and so on), and he asked her what she would do with that time when she was finished with the diet. She had no idea.
I have been thinking about this a lot before. Dieting is such a big part of me, my life, my connection with certain friends that I would miss it for sure if I was done. I spend a lot of time on this (even more when I include the time here on miniminis!). Dieting is a big interest of mine. It sounds crazy, and I don't intend it. I am thinking, who am I, Asa, if I am a slim person who don't diet anymore?
I sure do hate the fact that dieting could be something one thinks of when they think of me, "yeah, Asa is the girl who is always dieting"... I don't want that.
Anyway, I think this fact could be an explanation to my previous failures. As if I on some level want to continue this dieting life. Does that make any sense at all?
Mike suggested that one should come up with new things to put that extra time into once we are done. Otherwise we would miss it.
Have you lost weight before? And put it back on? Could this maybe have something to do with it you think?
Hmm, this was a nice aha moment, I will keep on thinking about this.