Actually Tash,
have to confess that the ticker isnt really up tp date, I am probably about 7/8 lbs heavier than when I had to go, but am rubbish at the tickers etc and rely on my friend to do it all for me!! But thank you for the positive comments , I know I am not fat but as I went down to really skinny( stress induced and adrenaline!!) at christmas , I now feel fat???
I know I need to sort my head out and be realistic about my weight, but easier said than done.