Thanks guys! It was like £10 in new look hun
So here goes...
Last night as you all know I was feeling cacky but I gee'd myself up, got dolled up and off I went....
Had 250ml of vodka at my friends (pre-measured) and then had a couple more shots.... Then we went out and I had a cocktail and a pint of cider ... oops!
Anyways it all went a bit cacky because my ex (who some of you know about) is off back to Afghanistan on Monday and my friends said I was giving him mixed signals and I needed to make it clear .... they all also said you cant stay friends with an ex... so I sent him a text to see if he was ok with being just friends and he basically confessed that he still loves me and that when we spend time together he has to hold back from trying something.... so I was upset and yet again my friends said to cut ties... so I said I thought it might be best for him if we aren't friends.... we had a bit of a row and stopped talking... but today he says he can deal with it and that we can still be friends... I just don't know. All of my friends are very against it and negative if I mention him.... but I don't want to lose him as a friend but I also definitely don't want him back at all...so maybe its for the best if i let him go....
Anyways so I felt cacky after that all happened.... but ended up going to a couple more clubs... OMG CARLISLE SUCKS!!! I miss Manchester sooooo much!!
In the second club this young lad came over to me and asked me to dance... and I told him I was sure he would prefer to dance with someone else ... he insisted and so we went to dance....anyways I ended up kissing him.... but quickly realised he was far too young and it was silly... but it did make me feel a bit more attractive lol... first time anyone has came onto me a night out in years...
So anyways that was a silly little drunken blip.. lol
But the summary is that I am massively over my points... and have felt miserable today so have gone 11pp over today with choccie... but I did earn 20AP
I will earn some AP tomorrow and maybe some on Tues and then I will see what happens Tues... the scales don't seem to be affected yet but I am sure they will be.... oh well
xxxxxx