cathy's diary...is starting to TRY maintain...oh crap lol

thanks hun but im sooooo unhappy at the mo, i told one of my friends i wanted to lose 5 stone and he got kinda mad at me, but i have honestly put on 4 stone since i left school!!:cry:

Im becoming a recluse and not wanting to go out because i feel like a whhale. A male encounter a while ago didnt do me any favours but im going to go out tonight and enjoy myself and try not to be paranoid!!:sigh:
 
thanks hun but im sooooo unhappy at the mo, i told one of my friends i wanted to lose 5 stone and he got kinda mad at me, but i have honestly put on 4 stone since i left school!!:cry:

Im becoming a recluse and not wanting to go out because i feel like a whale. A male encounter a while ago didnt do me any favours but im going to go out tonight and enjoy myself and try not to be paranoid!!:sigh:
 
ye i no the feeling about the recluse and its a quarr bad cycle ta get out of!
not been ignorant but its not his place ta go mad at ya only u can change the way ya feel when it comes to loosing weight and i no hes prob only concerned for ya but u no whats best for ya and ur obviously doing it the healthy way hence ww and not gonna go too far like.

well speaking from some one who doesnt know u really well and therefore not just being kind when i say it, but u dont look like u are heavy and therefore u should go out to night and have a brill time without thinking twice bout what others are thinking bout ya.
dress up, look in mirror, and tell urself ur gorg....its meant ta boost ur self esteem (im still working on mine haha)
 
ok so going out tonight and excited and nervous haha
its one of my mates bdays so should be a good night, (got her an a**l plug {obviously as a joke lol} a hand slapper thing, and w**ly straws haha) and have a babysitter.
got a new top for going out in yes its a size 14 which i no was prob a waste €30 cause itll be the last time i wear it but have nothing else ha and was gonna wear my WIDE jeans (size 14) and platforms....
but my jeans are sooooooooooo big on me it just gives them the look that they are wide all the way down instead of tight on the thighs.
kinda raging cause i love these jeans then kinda stunned ha
dont think i small enough yet though for a 12...oh the joys haha
 
oh my god i managed it... i went out with the girls last night and DIDNT DRINK ANYTHING EXCEPT WATER :D and the weird thing is i had a fabulous night danced and laughed the night away,
second i walked through the door i got the "oh my god look how small ur getting" haha then last thing before i left met some one havent seen in 2 years and he goes "god u look so diff have u lost loadsa weight" i was walking on air haha
got chatted up 3times, and even managed to knock someones drink to the floor, dance on benches, and fall on my arse haha

even said ta jay how i had a better night not drinking than i usually do when i am drinking!!
have a thumping headache and am wrecked but for a night like last night it was worth it haha xx:D
 
Sounds like you had a great time and all those compliments are a wonderful thing aren't they? Well done on nearly being in a 12 as well. I'm soooo jealous x
 
thanks abz and karenlou.
i was so delighted with the compliments spec from the lad cause he doesnt no what plan im doing etc so its obvious from his comment it shows which is cool!! woohoo were getting somewhere at last haha
 
oh u lucky biddy have a bmi under 30 in the 13s, im not under 30 till 12st 6lb think!! hoping that will be in the next 2 weeks to, ive more or less always been in bmi over 30 and to get under would be like wooooo...
how much further have u to go ta get the bmi under 30?
 
ha. i just meant whichever happens first!! i have no idea when my bmi will be under 30!! :D just a sec... i'm on 31.3 at the mo i think. 31.something in any case. and at 13st and 13lbs i will be at 29.6!! hee. how's that for sneaking under :D

abz xx
 
Just a quick update...lost 5lb this week...woohoo!! flipping delighted!! so 21.5lb in 4 weeks!! :)
 
OMG! You are doing brilliantly!!!!!! Wow. You must be looking fantastic. Isn't it great when you get comments like that?

I still can't believe you have lost so much in so little time!

Massive congrats. Keep it up girl :)
 
Just a quick update...lost 5lb this week...woohoo!! flipping delighted!! so 21.5lb in 4 weeks!! :)

Wow, well done you!!! Am so proud of ya! xxx
 
ok tried multi quote but it aint happening for me!! haha
thanks everyone! xx
i feel bloody brill and have def noticed a BIG change in my stomach and my collarbones are soooo pronounced!!
when i lie down to ive no belly whic is fab cause never had no belly haha
the 11s even are starting to feel like a near goal (im 12st 8lb at min)
which is crazy cause 11 was always like a far off distant aunt that i never seen haha

12st 6 for me was ALWAYS a no id love to reach so my goal for next week is 2lbs...i WONT say no to another 5 though haha :D:D:D
 
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