Oh I feel bad
Work was a bit busier tonight, still nothing like it usually is tho. But I worked my ass off trying to get things clean and set up for tomorrow.
I got home and cleaned and fed the bunnies. Have put new bunny Anya in with Ralph now and hoping for the best. They've been living next to each other and mixing for short session, so have bitten the bullet and put them in together. That took me about 20mins.
Came back in and the fence has been blown down - a few panels. So I took the dogs for a short 5min walk each up and down the road. They can just go in to the garden on their flexi's for the rest of the night now. I apologised for the state of the garden as I'd not been able to clean it for a week because the weather's been so bad and I just haven't had it in me to do it.
Got changed and came down to make my tea. There were dry dishes and drying dishes that needed putting away, so did that while I was cooking.
Ended up having a bit of a rant to Mum. Not AT her, but to her. Because I'm sick of coming home every day, no matter what shift I'm on, and clearing up after everyone. Whether it's cups or plates left in the living room, dishes waiting to be washed or put away, hoovering, putting stuff away in the kitchen, sorting washing, etc...
Now I don't mind doing this for Mum at all and as far as I'm concerned she shouldn't have to do any of it - but she does! But when my Sister and her boyfriend are here it's just constant! It's so frustrating to come back from work stressed and then have to do all that. Didn't get my tea till 9:45! Just *deep breath*
I've probably said before, every now and then these things get to me and I have a rant, then I just get on with it. Things will never change so it's pointless really, but it's incredibly frustrating!
Now I feel very guilty, being stressed has set off my anxiety, I'm all tense and my head/ears/neck/shoulders are very sore....
Urgh!! Do not need this crap too...
Anyway, had my tea now and watching the new crime drama on Channel 5. Will have my dessert/snack in a bit too
xx