Hey guys!
What a hellish weekend. i could rant on and on, but I will spare you from it. Working with the two people I dislike most was very hard work in itself, but to add to the issues I also had to work with two locum vets, a locum nurse, and a rubbish auxiliary Sat evening and it was beyond a joke. Complete and utter lack of communication and people flapping and panicking. We're an emergency service, we're not there to f*cking panic!
To cut a long story short and to give you an idea of how I felt yesterday. One of the worst things that happened was me telling these lovely, lovely people that their beautiful dog had been put to sleep without them. Because that's what I was lead to believe and I was sent in to speak to them about cremation options. It hadn't been put to sleep..... i mean it was going to be, but WITH the owners. I was absolutely mortified. I couldn't believe it and I felt so, so awful
When I got home last night I was absolutely fuming!
Today was a little better, but this evening went crazy again. Luckily we had the good staff in so even tho it was crazy busy, we were all on it and everything was under control. I managed to escape just as they were opening up an emergency c-section! Usually I would be more than happy to be given a squishy puppy to revive, but I just needed to get out and go home.
I sorted the bunnies, had a lovely shower, had a nice tea, and now I have chocolate and I'll be going to bed soon. Just half watched the total Recall "remake" and 12 Monkeys has just come on. That'll do!
Thank you to Barbette and Patty for the lovely, lovely posts the other day. I got all teary and everything *blush*
I'm really glad to think you don't see me as using the ME as a cop out. I can't stand it when people "abuse" a disability - if you know what I mean? I like to think I am sensible with it, but will also push it. And as my therapist said this week, some things are worth the payback!!
The children obesity thing gets me so angry. But not because of fat kids or fat parents, but because of the ones who don't see themselves as having any responsibility or involvement in it. Like it just magically happens and that the food companies/school/takeaways are to blame!
It's a difficult one for me because me and Rachelle both ended up as obese teens. I think what happened was when We were old enough for Mum to go to a full time job and we suddenly had money it was a way of rewarding us and almost making up for lost time. We were incredibly poor, and I do mean poor lol!! We still are
But nowhere near the way we were growing up. And food was a reward, because stuff like cake and biscuits and chocolate were a complete and utter luxury or things that we got when visiting friends or family. We just couldn't afford them!
And then of course when I started earning my own money (Rachelle was the same) it stepped up a gear because we suddenly had SO much freedom with our food. And we made terrible, terrible choices
That we are both still paying for massively! But we learnt!
So it is a touchy subject for me, but definitely more so when parents and stuff are in complete denial that it is their fault! 20st kids should never, ever be a thing. And I do agree that at that level it is child abuse, just as bad as starving a kid!
Haha Patty I forget about my allergies until a flare-up happened. Like today, after handling a long-haired cat I'd not met before. I wanted to take my eyes out and wash them!! An allergy flare-up is rare-ish because of the insane amount of meds I have to take! But yes, it's definitely an added issue for my job....
I can't wait to do the TTouch course with Davey! And I am going to sort my pennies out and book the Scentworks course. Going to sign up for both days
Totally blushing at you saying I am awesome
Food today has mostly been on plan. I did have some oven chips with my tea and I've probably had a little bit too much chocolate. But I still had 20 syns saved and todays on top, so I don't think it will be too bad.
My Fitbit says that on Sat I walked 8,776 steps/3.7miles which was about 95% at work! And today I am up to 8338/3.5miles. It says I am burning well over my calories too, which I know I should take no notice of, but it is nice to see - even if it is super inaccurate
I thought my steps would be more than that, but I was on the front and being in the back is much more physical. Will be interesting to see the difference when I'm next in the back on a weekend.
Right, cheerio and see y'all tomorrow.xx