I will when im the size of a house. Lol. No hun i wont feel quilty, its whats best for me and baby right now. Im under my consultant at my hospital and im being refered back to kings college hospital in london again for further testing as our 1st baby had such severe problems with the heart and abdomen my pregnancies are high risk, but that said i managed to have oliver after so im sure its all ok, just makes you nervous. All the girls are convinced its a girl, im hoping as id love one of both but if its a boy and hes healthy then its all i can ask for and i'll still be as happy. Really would like to play dress up with a little girl though. Lol