Hey ladies. Sorry ive been awol, lots going on. Well the short version is.........ive not been following a diet since i lost the baby but have managed to shift a bit. Probably stress. Why cant i be one of those people that stops eating when upset or stressed. No, thats just not me, i turn to food!
The last few weeks have been so hard for me but im getting there and with your help (you know who you are, all of you that have sent kind messages and just been there).
So what else has been happening??? Well i finally got my tv with a mobile phone in the end and got it FREE! Currys have sent me a voucher for £30. I guess its better than nothing.
Oliver has gone back to pre school and i think he is happy about it. Got to the stage he was bored.
I want to start dieting again but i really cant seem to get my head round it and then i'll have a bad day like yesterday where i cant stop crying and just want comfort food. I know this is how the weight goes on but i think i need it at the moment. Just cant seem to stay motivated for long. I took oliver back to school and got told i look really slim but im actually bigger than the last time they saw me but my clothes still fit so i have no idea. Vicky says its water but i would have thought id cried all of that out.
I need to hire someone to cook all of our meals and keep me out of the kitchen!
Erm ive just realised i dont have any winter boots yet so if anyone sees some nice ones let me know. I also need a coat, jumpers, jeans........actually a whole new winter wardrobe, one that doesnt cost much! Lol
Well im off sick until the 14th but im going to ask him for an extension as not only am i still teary but i have annual leave booked that week too so if i stay sick i'll get it back. I honestly dont think im strong enough to offer a shoulder to someone going through this or to deliver a baby just yet anyway.
Dont know if you remember but we were meant to be going away with the in laws but sold the caravan (oh the shame!) so mark is off too. We plan to.......Hire a skip. Knock down the door to the utility room and move it over so re build it too. Take down the triple wardrobe in the back bedroom (its only used as our dressing room/spare room) and put that and the double bed in the skip. Paint and decorate the room and include a new car bed for oliver. Move him in there. No dressing room so build sliding door wardrobes in our room and have a MAJOR sort out of the whole house and put most of it in the skip! Not too much to do then. Pmsl. Lucky Mark is off for 2wks really. And on top of that making sure he still has enough energy for lots of baby making!!!
Thats about it for now. Think thats plenty to be getting on with dont you. Lol.
See i did say id bore you all!!!