Chris_s' food diary
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chris_s
Less of a man each day
Well just an update for anyone who is interested.
Still loosing weight but the plan is at the back of my mind for the time being.
Still unemployable but looks like i'll have my own place soon.
Life has dealt me a crap hand and it's time to face it.
Heres to a brighter tmmrw, for today sucketh. lol
Still loosing weight but the plan is at the back of my mind for the time being.
Still unemployable but looks like i'll have my own place soon.
Life has dealt me a crap hand and it's time to face it.
Heres to a brighter tmmrw, for today sucketh. lol
chris_s
Less of a man each day
chris_s
Less of a man each day
Well spent most of the night thinking and feel better for it.
Depression isn't a choice, I've been fighting it and I'm coming out of the other side at last.
Inside i am a bright positive person and it's coming out again.
I can't change the past, only the future.
I like who I am, I don't like some of the things I've done, but they were never deliberate or malicious.
I'm a good person.
My conciounce is clear and it's time to start again.
I will always wish some things were different, but they are beyond my control.
The things that matter most in my life are my children, I cannot give them a full time dad anymore but I can and will still be there for them. Nothing else matters. Through them i gain the strength to carry on and contentment with my life.
Depression isn't a choice, I've been fighting it and I'm coming out of the other side at last.
Inside i am a bright positive person and it's coming out again.
I can't change the past, only the future.
I like who I am, I don't like some of the things I've done, but they were never deliberate or malicious.
I'm a good person.
My conciounce is clear and it's time to start again.
I will always wish some things were different, but they are beyond my control.
The things that matter most in my life are my children, I cannot give them a full time dad anymore but I can and will still be there for them. Nothing else matters. Through them i gain the strength to carry on and contentment with my life.
big bear
A bear on a mission!
Just reading ur diary keep ur chin up. I'm sure that someone really special is around the corner, keep positive although it seems difficult. I'm sure ur kids know what a fab dad u are. Life can be sh*t but it's what u make it & u seem to be getting on track. Take Care
BBxxx
BBxxx
why_d
by name, wide by nature
totally agree!
chris_s
Less of a man each day
On plan today, just topping up syns with some velvet crunch.
Had a good morning, wouldn't mind getting used to this dad malarky. Only taken 6 years! Took Sophie swimming and it was brill, even worth my biopsy wound tearing open a little.
Did feel a bit mean passing her underwater through a hoop, v little moaning even though she clearly didn't like it.
Looks like I will have my own place v soon.
Looked in the mirror and felt good with what's inside. Bit zen but am at peace with my inner self at long bloody last.
Had a good morning, wouldn't mind getting used to this dad malarky. Only taken 6 years! Took Sophie swimming and it was brill, even worth my biopsy wound tearing open a little.
Did feel a bit mean passing her underwater through a hoop, v little moaning even though she clearly didn't like it.
Looks like I will have my own place v soon.
Looked in the mirror and felt good with what's inside. Bit zen but am at peace with my inner self at long bloody last.
