Today I decided I was gonna eat whatever I fancied and not worry about the diet. I convinced myself that if I gave in to the Chocolate cravings that I've been having, then tomorrow I can start afresh and won't be craving 'BAD' food as I've already 'had my fix' so to speak. Wether this will work is another matter!
Maybe I was just trying to give myself permission to eat what ever the hell i fancied, without feeling guilty....
I don't know!!! But what I do know is my relationship with food at the mo, is very unhealthy! All I seem to think about is food and what I can and can't eat! I need to combat the emotional food problems that I have, as well as the physical (weight) problems!!!!:sigh:
Anyway after giving myself Carte Blanche to binge, I don't think the day ended up being TOO bad...
Monday 1st February 2010
9am (on way home from school run)
Galaxy Caramel Egg!!!(5?) I bought the LO a creme egg and it was buy one get one free, so decided I should indulge too!!! Was yummy, but felt guilty afterwards!
Lunch
WW Sweet Chilli Chicken & Rice(5.5)
Dinner
Tescos LC Ham & mushroom pasta snack pot(only ate half, wasn't too keen)(4)
2 Yoghurts(1 was activia & the other was a high fat jobby! lol)(6.5)
Snacks
Popcorn(0.5) & WW Cake Bar(1.5)
Drinks
Water, Diet coke and fanta zero
Total=23/20:break_diet:
3points over!:sigh:
Well considering today was an 'eat what ever I fancied' day.... I'm actually pretty pleased with my points! I even went to a kids party and as I had given myself permission to eat the party food, I didn't obssess about it and actually didn't touch any of it! I just enjoyed jumping around with the kids instead! Not too bad after all!
Back on track tomorrow!!!!