Day 13, 43 days to go. .
Start weight 16st 11lb 8oz current weight tba.
Weight loss to date tba.
Exercise : day 5, duration tba, calories burned tba.
Oh well, another bout of self sabotage last night has put me back again. I am stressed out about a potential business we've been trying to buy (for the last 4 months) which has fallen through twice already and this is our final chance to buy it. We also have two viewings at lunch time today and the house is ok ish but far from ready.
I ate a bunch of rubbish yesterday, by my old standards it was a measly a snack but by SnS standards it was carb and sugar heavy and has duffed up my diet. So, this morning, in the rubbish mood that I am already in because I cheated, stressed about business and harassed cause I have to get my home show room ready (and totm this morning exacerbating it further) I went forth into the kitchen dead set on stuffing my face with all sorts to feed my emotions.
But then I remembered what Clinquant said about anxiety and how we feed our mouths to quell our emotions. I said to myself, "you have a choice, allow food to control you, or control your food intake. Do you want to be slim?" and I chose to be slim. I chose to be healthy for myself, hubby and kids. I chose to have control and not be my own victim. I chose to reverse the damage I have already done.
So a BIG THANK YOU to Clinquant (again) for giving me the tools to be my own voice of reason.
So, I am setting the clock back. It is now only day 13 of my diet challenge and I am having my second WI tomorrow. Also, I am going to quit the daily WI. Not because it effects me too badly, but more so when I fiddle around with stats, lb and oz, up 6oz, down 1lb1oz, pain in the neck. I aim to get on the scales tomorrow for my "official WI" then not step on them again till the following Monday. Going to need all the willpower in the world, even more so than not cheating, lol.
It is a truly miserable day today but we are tidying the house and getting ready to go out for an hour later while they show them around then back here for a lazy old day.
Hope you all are having a wonderful day x