Dairy Of a Lardy kid aged 43 and 3 quarters...

Lisa-Lisa said:
I think I'm going to limit my visits just to her birthday, Mother's Day, and Christmas. I can't handle this feeling every time I go. I know in time this will ease and the counselling will help, once they get their finger out and sort me an appointment.

I planted some bulbs in the plot last September a few weeks after she passed away. But they have obviously been disturbed since by the 2 interments and have not sprouted. I'm going to sort my little yard out this summer with my mum in mind and leave cemetery visits to a minimum.

Thanks for listening lovely friends xxxxxxx

:)
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Don't feel bad at all. My 3 grandparents are at the cemetery about 5 mins in the car away and I have been once in 11 years. I just find it upsetting & it is not a pleasant experience, but I think of them a lot & that is what matters I think. I know why you feel the way you do but your mum really would not mind because all she would want is for you to be as happy as you can be. Go those times & neaten it up if that will make you feel better. It's really ok for you to grieve and remember in a way that's right for you x
 
malamobile said:
Don't feel bad at all. My 3 grandparents are at the cemetery about 5 mins in the car away and I have been once in 11 years. I just find it upsetting & it is not a pleasant experience, but I think of them a lot & that is what matters I think. I know why you feel the way you do but your mum really would not mind because all she would want is for you to be as happy as you can be. Go those times & neaten it up if that will make you feel better. It's really ok for you to grieve and remember in a way that's right for you x
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Yep that's what I'm going to do :)

I feel lots happier now. Thank you sooo much everyone xxxxx

:)
 
GOOD EVENING!

How are we all? Gorgeous I hope ;)

Slept like a wide awake person all night, poor S was coughing so much and hasn't been 100% since coming off his antibiotics. Managed to get him into see the doc at 9am. He's got a Upper respiratory viral infection - but this requires more Ab's and some linctus - poor boy.

So got home tucked him up in bed with hot choc and a cheese (quorn) burger and his Xbox took care of the rest :D.

S got up at 10am and I saw her for about 2 minutes between the hall, lounge and then back door..off she went shopping with her friends abd came back with 6 body shop soaps for me :) my favourites!!!.

Anyway quiet day catching up with cleaning and washing. Now cuddled up with S watching Emmerdale while he coughs his head off - he may be 15 and 6ft but he loves his mum when he's poorly lol :D

Anyway here's the grub I've had.

Breakfast: coffees (hexA) and a handful of black grapes.

Lunch: cheesy scrambled eggs (hexA) on 2 slices of toasted wholemeal from a 400g loaf (hexB) with a splat of ketchup (1 syn).



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Dinner: quorn and spinach curry with paprika rice and SW wedges.



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I'm craving chocolate/sweet stuffo so much tonight - not experienced a craving of anything really to be honest for ages. I will be so relieved when Friday arrives so I can get weigh in out of the way draw a line under it and more importantly get my syns back.

Might have some mini weetabix later with some chopped banana and yoghurt - hopefully it will satisfy my sweet craving and I'll use up my healthy extra.

Gonna have a quiet evening and an early night considering I've only had about 4 hours last night.

Have a good night lovelies xx

:)
 
Lisa-Lisa said:
GOOD EVENING!

How are we all? Gorgeous I hope ;)

Slept like a wide awake person all night, poor S was coughing so much and hasn't been 100% since coming off his antibiotics. Managed to get him into see the doc at 9am. He's got a Upper respiratory viral infection - but this requires more Ab's and some linctus - poor boy.

So got home tucked him up in bed with hot choc and a cheese (quorn) burger and his Xbox took care of the rest :D.

S got up at 10am and I saw her for about 2 minutes between the hall, lounge and then back door..off she went shopping with her friends abd came back with 6 body shop soaps for me :) my favourites!!!.

Anyway quiet day catching up with cleaning and washing. Now cuddled up with S watching Emmerdale while he coughs his head off - he may be 15 and 6ft but he loves his mum when he's poorly lol :D

Anyway here's the grub I've had.

Breakfast: coffees (hexA) and a handful of black grapes.

Lunch: cheesy scrambled eggs (hexA) on 2 slices of toasted wholemeal from a 400g loaf (hexB) with a splat of ketchup (1 syn).

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Dinner: quorn and spinach curry with paprika rice and SW wedges.

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I'm craving chocolate/sweet stuffo so much tonight - not experienced a craving of anything really to be honest for ages. I will be so relieved when Friday arrives so I can get weigh in out of the way draw a line under it and more importantly get my syns back.

Might have some mini weetabix later with some chopped banana and yoghurt - hopefully it will satisfy my sweet craving and I'll use up my healthy extra.

Gonna have a quiet evening and an early night considering I've only had about 4 hours last night.

Have a good night lovelies xx

:)
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Poor s - hope he's feeling better soon. Day looks good. Have those weetabix and banana and you'll be right as rain. I had that for brekkie and find it really satisfying. Not long til weigh in and all those lovely syns!!
 
malamobile said:
Poor s - hope he's feeling better soon. Day looks good. Have those weetabix and banana and you'll be right as rain. I had that for brekkie and find it really satisfying. Not long til weigh in and all those lovely syns!!
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And I soooo can't wait lol :D x

:)
 
Does anyone know about the technical stuff on here? I've edited my signature but its still got a smiley face at the end which I can't flipping get rid of in fact when I to to edited its not even there so can't even delete it. I'm confused dot com and its getting on my nerves having this rogue smiley at the end of every diary entry lol

:)
 
Lisa-Lisa said:
Does anyone know about the technical stuff on here? I've edited my signature but its still got a smiley face at the end which I can't flipping get rid of in fact when I to to edited its not even there so can't even delete it. I'm confused dot com and its getting on my nerves having this rogue smiley at the end of every diary entry lol

:)
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No idea. I tried to put sw stickers on here but couldn't do it!
 
I think I might of sorted out the rogue smiley... Well it shouldn't be here when I post this.. <fingers crossed>
 
Afternoon - slept late because S was up coughing half the night etc..

Anyhow food...

Breakfast: coffee (hexA) and banana.

Lunch: 4 dark rye ryvitas (hexB) 4 laughing cow blue cheese triangles (hexA) and an apple.

Dinner: SW cheese quiche, baked beans and salad.

xx
 
A mum's work .......

... you don't snack much do you? A good habit.
 
So S has decided to tell me she doesn't care for the SW quiche I've made once a week every week for the last 4 weeks...hmmm! So tonight's dinner is Cajun spiced quorn chunks with roasted veg, baked potatoes and cauliflower with syn free cheese sauce - will let you know how it goes and post pics later x

OH! OH! OH! S decided today to go veggie for good something to do with eating his ham sandwich and it 'not doing it for him anymore' and wanting scrambled eggs and peppers like his sister...so! that's a complete vegetarian household!. I suspect T is struggling a little and no doubt S will too...they both like their processed meat snacks - but will leave them with their decision and see how it goes. I'm not overly concerned whether they eat meat or not just as long as they know that I won't deviate from cooking vegetarian - if they want meat they either cook it themselves or get a take-out.
 
Ok this meal was gorgeous!! and the syn free cheese sauce completely blew us away at how good it was..


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I think with this sauce I've just discovered a diet lifesaver for when you want something quick and uncomplicated xx
 
Lisa-Lisa said:
Ok this meal was gorgeous!! and the syn free cheese sauce completely blew us away at how good it was..


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I think with this sauce I've just discovered a diet lifesaver for when you want something quick and uncomplicated xx
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And prey tell how u do this cheese magic!?!?! X
 
incaravanland said:
And prey tell how u do this cheese magic!?!?! X
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Here it is :) .....

CHEESE SAUCE

2 oxo vegetable stock cubes
1 packet of cheese and onion smash
1 pot of quark
2 pints of boiling water

Crumble the oxo's into the dry smash mixture. Add the boiling water
Stir in the quark and then blend with a blender. Serve immediately.
 
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