Dairy of a yoyo!!
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sapphirestara
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Jaly said:Hope you enjoyed it
Yes!! I feel a bit guilty! ESP with my recent losses (lack there of!) bit I weighed it out and calculated the points. And raised an eyebrow as the oh ate the rest!!! And pointed the whole lot (37pp for 500g) to remind myself there was a one I wouldn't have thought twice about eating the lot because I wanted too!
So I guess that's progress! Wi on Thursday........ I hope I've lost something! I ate pasta for the first time in a really really long time and I always find pasta is a bit of a tricky one for me- like bread.... Seems to sit heavily. It was 168g of cooked white pasta-5pp with homemade free tomato sauce and meatballs (9pp). Hoping it doesn't hinder. I'm still desperate to hit 5% (18st) then its only another 1lb to a stone off with ww....... Hoping I do this before term starts and I'll be in the 17s......
sapphirestara
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Weigh in today. Am quite excited.
bulldogdaisy
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Good luck Hun,what time are you weighing in?
sapphirestara
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Thanks you 5:45 x
5:45 x
bulldogdaisy
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Aww long wait..i'm excited for you now lol
sapphirestara
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I sts
bulldogdaisy
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sapphirestara said:I sts
Aw sorry to hear that ..better loss for you next week hun :0)
doctorwhogirl
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I feel your disappointment.
But it's not a gain, it's a maintenance of what you've lost already. And that is something to definitely be proud of, cos it's no mean feat!
Well done, and I'm sure you'll get a nice loss next week! Keep it lit! x
But it's not a gain, it's a maintenance of what you've lost already. And that is something to definitely be proud of, cos it's no mean feat!
Well done, and I'm sure you'll get a nice loss next week! Keep it lit! x
WillowFae
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sapphirestara
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2nd week running. No snacks this week and no weeklies. We'll show the flab whose boss!!!
Fatty_no_more
Slimming for my children
Just catching up sweetie.
Have u tried measuring? That normally shows better than weight loss!
Keep it up and as nessa said next week u may have a biggun and if not speak to the leader. X
Have u tried measuring? That normally shows better than weight loss!
Keep it up and as nessa said next week u may have a biggun and if not speak to the leader. X
sapphirestara
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I'm going to measure in a bit. My scales have shown 18st this morning tho. I dunno whts going on!!
So the oh is on holiday as from this afternoon. We've had a turbulent couple of weeks to say the least. What with the lump last week. And the fact he's turned into a bit of a paranoid control freak. I met up with a work friend last week to shop for her baby's first birthday together and have lunch (yes that was the fatal nandos wrap day!!!! She v.undet weight as she's still breast feeding......I know! Brave girl!) ad he invited himself. Which was one as we had a house to see in the same area and was ok if a little awkward.
On wed this week, my old friend who helped me through a traumatic time in my life whose in a bit of a pickle himself asked if I wanted to do 241 pizza and cinema (2 side notes here- boune legacy is crap, and pollo ad Astra pizzas are listed in the iPhone ww app as 16pp. I had one a couple of weeks ago- they are listed as 24pp online on ww. Shocking. I had a leggra. Not nice but hey. I'd have prefered a wrap pizza at home. But that's all by the by). He invited himself because my friend and I have history and he wasn't happy about it. It was awkward. I could hardly get a word in edge ways and it was like a boy reunions (yes they actually like each other!) and I was a spare wheel. A couple of things happened and my friend spent most of the meal emailing and they ate 3 pizzas between them and the film went on and on and we went home. I'd been really good all day do I could go to pizza express so still had some points to eat (cheese burger and a crunchie of course!)
Well anyway. We were supposed to go to the zoo yesterday and the drive there was all like ru ok, yeah ru frosty awkward atmosphere so I decide we should talk. I asked him outright why he came with me and does he trust me? And there was full scale warfare. Full. Scale.
I cried and we went home. He drove like a nob and I screamed at him. And we got home and he's accepted full responsibility and tried I tell me it's because of his past (he was engaged she went of with her gay friend from work- they are now married) and he's been looking for rings and it's been making him feel paranoid about what will happen and he knows he's messing it all up but he wants it be perfect. I til him I just want my normal bf back and that if he carries on I'll leave before he does any more damage because I won't be told who I can and can't see, I won't be supervised and I won't be treated like I'm the one in the wrong/doing wrong. It was awful.
I cried lots and my kidneys hurt. I went to wi and it was sts. Then I came home and cooked dinner. Still 1pp short for yesterday but I get sick. So we are going to visit my mum and dad on Sunday then going to a hotel for our 3yr anniversary on wed for 2 nights. So I won't be able to do normal wi which was the whole point of this post!!! Got there in the end. Obs I'm going to do the plan 100% because I can't afford not too but I dunno what to do about weighing in.
We come back on Friday but the nearest weighin is in the morning and we'll miss it, plus we have his 5year old niece for the weekend- gah!!!!
:-/
I'm not surprised ive sts'd really which was why I wasn't more mopey on here yesterday.
So the oh is on holiday as from this afternoon. We've had a turbulent couple of weeks to say the least. What with the lump last week. And the fact he's turned into a bit of a paranoid control freak. I met up with a work friend last week to shop for her baby's first birthday together and have lunch (yes that was the fatal nandos wrap day!!!! She v.undet weight as she's still breast feeding......I know! Brave girl!) ad he invited himself. Which was one as we had a house to see in the same area and was ok if a little awkward.
On wed this week, my old friend who helped me through a traumatic time in my life whose in a bit of a pickle himself asked if I wanted to do 241 pizza and cinema (2 side notes here- boune legacy is crap, and pollo ad Astra pizzas are listed in the iPhone ww app as 16pp. I had one a couple of weeks ago- they are listed as 24pp online on ww. Shocking. I had a leggra. Not nice but hey. I'd have prefered a wrap pizza at home. But that's all by the by). He invited himself because my friend and I have history and he wasn't happy about it. It was awkward. I could hardly get a word in edge ways and it was like a boy reunions (yes they actually like each other!) and I was a spare wheel. A couple of things happened and my friend spent most of the meal emailing and they ate 3 pizzas between them and the film went on and on and we went home. I'd been really good all day do I could go to pizza express so still had some points to eat (cheese burger and a crunchie of course!)
Well anyway. We were supposed to go to the zoo yesterday and the drive there was all like ru ok, yeah ru frosty awkward atmosphere so I decide we should talk. I asked him outright why he came with me and does he trust me? And there was full scale warfare. Full. Scale.
I cried and we went home. He drove like a nob and I screamed at him. And we got home and he's accepted full responsibility and tried I tell me it's because of his past (he was engaged she went of with her gay friend from work- they are now married) and he's been looking for rings and it's been making him feel paranoid about what will happen and he knows he's messing it all up but he wants it be perfect. I til him I just want my normal bf back and that if he carries on I'll leave before he does any more damage because I won't be told who I can and can't see, I won't be supervised and I won't be treated like I'm the one in the wrong/doing wrong. It was awful.
I cried lots and my kidneys hurt. I went to wi and it was sts. Then I came home and cooked dinner. Still 1pp short for yesterday but I get sick. So we are going to visit my mum and dad on Sunday then going to a hotel for our 3yr anniversary on wed for 2 nights. So I won't be able to do normal wi which was the whole point of this post!!! Got there in the end. Obs I'm going to do the plan 100% because I can't afford not too but I dunno what to do about weighing in.
We come back on Friday but the nearest weighin is in the morning and we'll miss it, plus we have his 5year old niece for the weekend- gah!!!!
:-/
I'm not surprised ive sts'd really which was why I wasn't more mopey on here yesterday.
sapphirestara
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Oh yeah also my totm is due next week so I started talking the pill on Monday to delay it a bit.
I'm properly hormonal. Like pmt sore too and I reckon I'll put on about 9st!!
Dramatic!
I'm properly hormonal. Like pmt sore too and I reckon I'll put on about 9st!!
Dramatic!
WillowFae
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Oh that does sound rough . All I can say is, as someone with a lot of crappy stuff in my past, it DOES affect relationships today even if there has been no actual evidence to believe that the person would do anything bad or think negatively about you. It sucks
Not that I'm sticking up for him but just wanted to say that ...
I think you did well to STS considering what went on so try not to feel too bad. As for. Ext weeks WI, could you go to another meeting?
. All I can say is, as someone with a lot of crappy stuff in my past, it DOES affect relationships today even if there has been no actual evidence to believe that the person would do anything bad or think negatively about you. It sucks Not that I'm sticking up for him but just wanted to say that ...
I think you did well to STS considering what went on so try not to feel too bad. As for. Ext weeks WI, could you go to another meeting?
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