Dangerous Debz Does Another Dull Diary

debz32 said:
sounds like you've had a tough time hun.....:( life does seem to get in the way......

you have done soooo well to maintain your loss - you look fab !

I'm sure your mum is looking down on you with pride......:)

be proud of what you have achieved !

love

Debz x
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There was a point recently when I was very good at maintaining my weight at 2st above what it is now. ;) The last 8 years have been eventful. In short, I've had two rough pregnancies which resulted in serious illnesses, emergency c sections and on going joint problems. My mother in law died hours after our son was born, then Mum's cancer came back and killed her, I suffered with post natal depression. It's been great fun.

My Mum will be looking down at me saying 'you're not eating enough' during the week followed by 'don't eat that you'll put on all the weight you lost' at the weekend. :rolleyes: I think she'd be more proud of me running a successful business.
 
I am sure she would be very proud of the resiliant, brave, motivated girl she gave birth to. Reading what has happened to you made me realise what a very lucky person I am and that I really ought to remember that more often.

Love
 
Thanks Barb. It hasn't been all that bad. People have far worse. I've got two kids who (are a real pain) I love like everyone says they do yada yada yada, and I've got a wonderful husband who'll let me do crazy things like run a business from home (because then we get two holidays a year) and have liposuction (because then I'll stop complaining about my legs). And I've got a stonkingly good business.

It's just that I can't remember where all the servants went. Shouldn't I have servants? And a mansion, that'd be good.
(Dangerous Debz disappears off into la la land for the 12th time this hour.)
 
Barb said:
I am sure she would be very proud of the resiliant, brave, motivated girl she gave birth to. Reading what has happened to you made me realise what a very lucky person I am and that I really ought to remember that more often.

Love
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here here Barb !! well said....:)

be proud of your achievements Debz ...you have come through so much.....

love reading your diary...both here and on the 'pink'site.....

chin up hun !

lotsa love

Debz xx
 
sallies said:
Morning Debz,
Hope its a good day for you today.:character00238:
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DITTO !

catch ya later Debz...have a good one hun :D

love

Debz x
 
Thanks all. My day today will consist of OVERHEAD BANGING.
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The plasterer is in and he's taking the stalagtites off the bedroom ceiling (above my 'office') before he skims the ceiling. But Danny's home, so there's no stress because it doesn't all fall on my shoulders.

I've just seen one client today.

My weight still hasn't shifted. But it's stayed the same, and considering that I finished off the weekend ice cream that we bought at the farm shop last week, that's not bad going. I can pig out on stuff and maintain. That'd be great if I was under 10st.

Lets see now, I'm 35, I shall set a goal of being under 10st by the time I retire. That should give me enough time to lose 7.7lbs. Unless of course I win the lottery tomorrow and immediately retire. Hmmm.
 
Well the plasterer has done his job. Danny is up there now taking up out dust sheets, and clearing up the mess and putting our bedroom back together so we have somewhere to sleep tonight. I think the kids are helping?! If you can call it that.

On the way back to school I came over with a wave of fatigue. Haven't had one of those for a while. Oh and a smashing ache down my right side and leg. I put it down to walking more than a marathon this week.

So I'm having a sit down before I put God knows what together for dinner.

I miss ketosis.
 
Grrrrr, so Dad got back from his holiday in Spain with his girlfriend yesterday and apparently is really disappointed in me because I didn't send him a Happy Birthday text message on his birthday on Thursday.

He was in Spain for God's sake. It was both their birthdays while they were out there. I took them some cake and a card and some money for a meal out somewhere and left it at their place for when they came back. (Cos I hadn't a clue what to buy them, but I know they like eating out.) But oooh I didn't send him a text message on his birthday.

So now it looks like my Tuesday trip up to the shops with him in his car is out because his girlfriend has given up work and will be at home. That's annoying because it means that I've got an extra 3 miles to walk on Tuesdays which I don't normally do because we pick Matt up from nursery by car. Normally that means that I have the energy to go to my yoga lesson Tuesday nights, but I haven't been going because the full 5-6 miles of walking on a joint condition I have is too much to then walk another mile do a yoga class an walk a mile back.

Grrrr

I bet he doesn't rearrange his brother in law coming round on a Thursday because of his girlfriend being home. But he can dump me as surplus to requirements. And all because I didn't send him a sodding text message. Apparently other family members did and he was really surprised that I didn't, being the one that would normally do that kind of thing.
 
Tuesday 10th July

Well I had my morning out with Dad, so that means so far today I've just walked 1 mile which means that after picking Gemma up from school this afternoon I'll have walked three miles which means I should have fresh legs to take me to my yoga lesson tonight.

I woke up with a stinking headache. I've had cocodamol and ibuprofen twice already today and the headache is still there.

I've already drunk 4 pints today, something I hate doing, because I'm bound to need the loo before I get back from walking to and from school. It must be air pressure or something like that causing the headache I suppose. I feel really wiped out.
 
Wednesday 11th July

Haven't I posted here yet? Obviously not.

Thankfully I've had my last piano lesson for a while. Something which was supposed to help me unwind just ended up being another thing to put pressure on me each week. If I was a natural pianist like some people I have known, I'd be able to pick things up a lot easier, but I did all my grades when I was a kid by putting in 3 hours of practise each night. Low and behold the only way I can learn something is to put the time in. Guess what I don't have much of? Time. Catch 22.

So that pressure has gone. Until the second week in September. Although I played OK today. And my teacher has decreased kidney function. It's a worry.

Boy today I dragged myself through the day. No sooner had I said hello to Sandy the decorator when I got back this morning I was saying see ya later and out the door again. And again.

And there's this annoying sweaty brain feeling and an odd discomfort in my right ear. If I get a golf ball sized lump under the right side of my jaw again, I guess I'll get it looked at. Course of antibiotics, that kind of thing.

This evening during work on a scale of hopeless to outstanding - I was moderate. It'll do.

I may lose weight this week. Well until Saturday anyway, it's our wedding anniversary and we're going to the cinema. I've booked the babysitter and the film and I'll probably eat a bag of minstrels.

And now I'm going to grab some sleep in front of the TV, where I get my best quality sleep these days.
 
Debz said:
Haven't I posted here yet? Obviously not.

Thankfully I've had my last piano lesson for a while. Something which was supposed to help me unwind just ended up being another thing to put pressure on me each week. If I was a natural pianist like some people I have known, I'd be able to pick things up a lot easier, but I did all my grades when I was a kid by putting in 3 hours of practise each night. Low and behold the only way I can learn something is to put the time in. Guess what I don't have much of? Time. Catch 22.

So that pressure has gone. Until the second week in September. Although I played OK today. And my teacher has decreased kidney function. It's a worry.

Boy today I dragged myself through the day. No sooner had I said hello to Sandy the decorator when I got back this morning I was saying see ya later and out the door again. And again.

And there's this annoying sweaty brain feeling and an odd discomfort in my right ear. If I get a golf ball sized lump under the right side of my jaw again, I guess I'll get it looked at. Course of antibiotics, that kind of thing.

This evening during work on a scale of hopeless to outstanding - I was moderate. It'll do.

I may lose weight this week. Well until Saturday anyway, it's our wedding anniversary and we're going to the cinema. I've booked the babysitter and the film and I'll probably eat a bag of minstrels.

And now I'm going to grab some sleep in front of the TV, where I get my best quality sleep these days.
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hey hun - happy anniversary !!

wot u going 2 c at the cinema ?? enjoy the minstrels !!

Debz xx
 
Thank you.

Die Hard 4.0 was about the only thing that either of us was vaguely interested in. It's a case of 'oh OK then, lets go to the cinema' rather than 'yeah great we haven't done that in ages can we go, can we, can we, can we?'

I used to lose weight when I ate minstrels. Doesn't work now.
 
Saturday 14th July

Danny and I have been married 6 years today. Mind you as far as anniversaries go, it's pretty pointless, we've actually been together for 13 years.

Anyhoo, as I haven't taken him to a shop to buy me a card, I haven't got a card from him. Although I did get him a nice card during the week. We are going to the cinema tonight. There's a different baby sitter coming tonight, the agency obviously couldn't get hold of the one we normally have. But at the time we're going out, the baby sitter will be house sitting because the kids will be in bed anyway. I'm always dubious about using a new baby sitter for the first time, but that's the reason why we went with an agency in the first place so they (supposedly) vet them first.

The decorator finished in the bedroom yesterday. Danny and I were up this morning clearing the room out so that the carpet fitters can come in sometime between 9am and 1pm to do the carpet. Danny is up there putting the ceiling lights back up. We haven't had ceiling lights in there for over a week and last night we had curtains up for the first time since Sunday night.

And I'm now waiting to have blood tests to find out why I am so tired all the time and have so many painful joints and muscle weakness and lack of concentration and forgetfullness and a whole heap of other stuff that's been going on for yonks.

Plus I'm on double strength antibiotics for this ear thing I've got. So with any luck I may start to feel better this year.

Pity I've got to wait over a week for them to even take the blood to test. I'll probably be on holiday when the tests come back. C'est la vie.
 
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Hope you both have a lovely day
 
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