Maybe if you went back on plan now you'd get that sudden whoosh you've been dying for??!!
It's hard to know what to do isn't it hun?! Aaaahhhhhhhh!
But whatever you decide, you will be a completely different girl on this year's holiday than on last year's.
That I guarantee you!!
Though maybe John has a point there about giving yourself a chance to adjust and not just panicking
and running back to your safety net.
It's a tricky one but I know you'll figure it out babe xxx