Ok day well actually a bit no nice in some ways. Up and started getting all righteous indignationy about something at work I totally disagree with. Phoned a colleague from home before 9 and ranted - only succeeding in whipping myself into a frenzy. Got to work & k off again so busy bee. 2 meetings in a row til 1. Then had my pre interview 'interview' . It was ok but realised its not for me & I've withdrawn. No amount of opportunities in a bigger organisation justifies me dropping salary the amount I'd have to. I'd do it to work with conservation/wildlife but not for what I'm doing. I was exhausted after that but had to do both my and k's work so no rest for me just coffee. Then checked my emails and found I have made a major booboo in my course and the essays I thought were due 6 march were due the Monday just gone nooooooooo!!!!! My mood plummeted and I nearly lost it. Anyway home and straight onto my books to look at what to write about but am so not in the mood for it! First essay is to be on Pygmy hippos!! Did ripped in 30 as needed to blow off some steam. Dinner now. Food been good all day and hallesynninglujah I have lots of syns to treat myself as I need it bigtime today. In the scheme of things my day was nothing bad but let's hope tomorrow is better!
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Ok day well actually a bit no nice in some ways. Up and started getting all righteous indignationy about something at work I totally disagree with. Phoned a colleague from home before 9 and ranted - only succeeding in whipping myself into a frenzy. Got to work & k off again so busy bee. 2 meetings in a row til 1. Then had my pre interview 'interview' . It was ok but realised its not for me & I've withdrawn. No amount of opportunities in a bigger organisation justifies me dropping salary the amount I'd have to. I'd do it to work with conservation/wildlife but not for what I'm doing. I was exhausted after that but had to do both my and k's work so no rest for me just coffee. Then checked my emails and found I have made a major booboo in my course and the essays I thought were due 6 march were due the Monday just gone nooooooooo!!!!! My mood plummeted and I nearly lost it. Anyway home and straight onto my books to look at what to write about but am so not in the mood for it! First essay is to be on Pygmy hippos!! Did ripped in 30 as needed to blow off some steam. Dinner now. Food been good all day and hallesynninglujah I have lots of syns to treat myself as I need it bigtime today. In the scheme of things my day was nothing bad but let's hope tomorrow is better!
That's a LOT of chocolate
You need a holiday, a huge treat and an even bigger cuddle...not necessarily in that order.
Shame about the job, must mean that there's definitely something better waiting for you round the corner of future avenue.
I so wished I had a colleague like you to work with 'back in the day'.....even when I had booked holidays off I would come back to hundreds of sales quotes building up and irate customers....nobody would carry the weight for me when I was off :| no wonder my marbles rolled away while I was looking for the plot I'd lost...
With regards to your course work - I know time isn't on your side...but if you try and do it in a frenzy of panic and rush then you won't be giving your best, that's what I found when I was doing mine. My routine was cigs, brandy then go for it...some of my best stuff was written slightly skew whiff and after 20 cigs
Use some of those syns for a large glass of red or 2 draw a line under today and give them all the middle finger lol : D xxxxxxx
Morning!
I've just had a kiwi fruit and an apple but veggie sausages and beans sounds gorgeous now. Hmmm Ive had those 'moments' where I've lay there at stupid o'clock palpitating after waking up with a thought and fretting about symptoms or feelings saying that I've slept like a wide awake person all night and on the odd moment where I have dropped off I've dreamt about onion and chive cottage cheese...:O what the bloody hell??!! Lol
I couldn't help chuckling about the guy coming to trim your tree and you not wanting him to frighten the great tit away.......gutterbrain.com here
Have a great day my lovely M xxxxx
Morning ladies,
I hope you dont mind me popping in on this thread but I noticed most of you are weighing in at home which is what I am doing.I have been to groups before and unfortunately have never found a nice consultant which I think would make all the difference. When theyre not nice you just dont want to go and then end up skipping weigh ins and not staying to class.
I only started on Sunday of last week so Ive had to resist the temptation to weigh myself in between (which I think is always the hardest bit when you are doing it at home!!!)
Anyway Im mainly doing green days because I find that the easiest in the week and then go a little red for the weekend. Working full time and mainly meaty red days do not seem to go together with me! Green with rice and pasta and soups and salads I seem to be able to get on board with.
It has been very interesting reading your threads so far so I hope to carry on doing so.
Thanks
E x
Morning!
I've just had a kiwi fruit and an apple but veggie sausages and beans sounds gorgeous now. Hmmm Ive had those 'moments' where I've lay there at stupid o'clock palpitating after waking up with a thought and fretting about symptoms or feelings saying that I've slept like a wide awake person all night and on the odd moment where I have dropped off I've dreamt about onion and chive cottage cheese...:O what the bloody hell??!! Lol
I couldn't help chuckling about the guy coming to trim your tree and you not wanting him to frighten the great tit away.......gutterbrain.com here
Have a great day my lovely M xxxxx
Hello caravan welcome to my diary. Always lovely to have another diet buddy. As you will have seen my consultant experience was not the best so i sympathise!! I'm veggie so always do green but we are a mixed bunch here. I F you keep popping on we will try to keep you going just make sure when you go to pick up that cake/wine glass/choccy bar etc you write on here first!! We are all very human and have some slip ups but are mighty motivated at the moment. We will lose and look hot for 2014! Great to meet you, congrats on starting again.
Mx
Ps I say I won't weigh at home but do every day!! Naughty I know but it keeps me focused.
Thank you for that - what a lovely welcome. Well today ive been very busy with work so ive just managed two eggs on brown toast HEXB and a pack of snackajacks. ready for my lunch already but meetings call!!
I have never tried writing on a blog so I am hoping this will help me and in turn I hope I can help others!
I lost 4 stone on WW nearly 8 years ago but a change in my pill and personal circumstances combined means ive piled it all back on (though it has taken nearly 8 years i dont want to get any bigger)
I have to say when I lost all that weight I felt no different and looked like a little bit like a bobble head so I really am not looking to lose as much this time (I know i will still have an "unhealthy" BMI but i want to do what feels right for me)
Again thank you for the welcome and I will definately keep popping on here.
Thanks
E x
P.S you can call me El (caravan was a personal reference not a reference that i look like a caravan! lol!)
Sorry just reread this - now I have weird dreams but ... Cottage cheese???!!!! Hahaha teehee that's funny. Was it spread on some guy or just out the tub?!