Diary of a heffalump :)

[ChrissyRiley]

I'll be fine,
Just gonna have to put my social life on hold for a few months,
It'll still be there when I'm done
Hope your day has been a good one xx

 

[franbella21]

exactly.i have a little saying that i keep in bsk of my mind.small sacrifice for long term goal!!

 

[franbella21]

Hey how you doin hun? X

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Great today thanks poppet and you?
Still loving the plan, and I've put last night's naughtiness behind me
How's your day been?xxx

 

[franbella21]

Hiya glad your still goin strong. im ok had to go out for a meal last nite so had chicken tikka and salad really dudnt want to eat but was my mums bday.so today im 100% ss?!

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Morning all
Well its almost 2 weeks on CD now and I'm loving it!
I met up with some old friends fr cofee yesterday and I loved how they all commented on my face!
They all told me how lovely and thin my face looks!
I've actually noticed it already as well,
Still loving the plan and feeling confident
Have a great day xxx

 

[franbella21]

Morning hun! Glad your going strong do u find it gets easier ea h day?

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Definitely!
I barely even think about food now!
My fella sat and ate a huge Corby Kebab in front of me last night,
Which is usually my fave!
But I could arely stomach the smell!
It was like the grease was floating on the air! LOL!
I really hate veg and salad,
But the way I'm feeling about all my fave foods atm,
I'm thinking maybe my taste buds will have changed,
Maybe I'll be able to stomach veg after all!
Maybe even grow to like it LOL!
How have you been hun?xxx

 

[franbella21]

Exactly the same hun! I do think about food but i see it as evil lol.i picked at chicken yest but literally on a few slices.im lovin the diet!

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Its not a race, its a marathon,
And no matter how we get there,
All that matters is that we get there eventually xxx

 

[ChrissyRiley]

EPIC FAIL!!
Just sat and ate about 9 chocolates that my Father in law bought me
He bought me my fave choccies and I just couldnt resist!
Was just about to pop the 8th in my mouth and I burst into tears, got mad and threw them in the bin!
So angry with myself right now!
Gonna go hoover the stairs and sweep and mop all the floors to try work some of it off!
I've been so good, but they were just sitting there and I couldn't resist!!
Hopefuly if I'm 100% till tuesday it wont matter too much :/
Blergh!!!xxx

 

[franbella21]

Aw hunni weve all done it! And in a way its goood that you got so mad and upset at yourself.dont dwell on it do some cleanimg like u said xxx

 

[xSherrie.Chointellex]

Its not a race, its a marathon,
And no matter how we get there,
All that matters is that we get there eventually xxx

Chrissy, just keep telling your self this ^^^

So what you had a little hiccup! If you get straight back on and wiggle around a little bit more then there should be no harm done!!! Don't beat yourself up about it babe, you are only human!!!

Tomorrow is a new day xxx

 

[franbella21]

Totally agree with the above comment ) we wouldnt b human if we didnt make mistakes x

 

[xSherrie.Chointellex]

Hit the nail on the head there Fran! xxx

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Thanks guys, feel slightly better, gonna go to bed and just forget about it.
But I'll never let myself forget the feeling of guilt and shame!xx

 

[xSherrie.Chointellex]

Use today as your own little personal lesson then babe, but put it behind you and move forward, applauding yourself on how well you have still done!!! x

 

[ChrissyRiley]

Well isn't it just typical! TOTM Has reared her head... the day before weigh in!
Not happy about this
LOL
Oh well, roll on tomorrow's weigh in xx

 

[franbella21]

Aw that happened to me last week lol im sure youl have a fab loss hunni x

 

[ChrissyRiley]

I'd be happy with 1lb! or even stay the same after yesterday and the other day's chicken lol!xx