Diary of silencemylips - lets get on this!

I'm going the 16th sept to 20th, got the best flights before they all stop flying direct to newcastle. Arrive at about 9 on the sunday morning, so have that full day too, can't wait! Just hope I get as close to goal as possible by then! It's only 10 weeks away!
 
Yay not long at all! It will be ace! You will definitely at least get very close to your goal by then :)
 
I hope so, I think I'll at least be in the 10s by then. Just hope my body looks better, need to get back to toning up more as I've been slacking! Took a photo of my stomach and it's looking so much better and dead flat, so that's ok, I'm just worried about my arms, bot and legs! ahh.
 
I hate exercising but really need to start doing something! I got the 30 Day Shred DVD but always forget to do it after the first few days, and I've lent it to my friend at work now. There's no exercise I enjoy! What are you going to do to tone up?
 
I've been doing Tracy Anderson workouts but haven't done it properly for a couple of weeks. Just cba but need to get back in the zone!
 
I want chocolate and bread. Obvs not together but a nice sandwich and finished off with some chocolate would be nicccce
 
I've been craving crusty bread this week! Would be well nice with chocolate Philly haha. Or a fish finger sarnie and a big bag of choc buttons. Yumyum... It will still be there when we are at goal!
 
What the hell am I thinking!? No I can't have that chocolate. I'm on week 10 and only 2 stone 4 down, some people have nearly lost 3-4 stone by this time. Ive done well, but it makes me a bit sad that I haven't lost more, I've had one weekend off in the whole time I've done this so I shouldn't kick myself, but I'm going to try step up my game now to see if I can get down the 12s super fast.
I'd be tempted to ss but i don't think I can do that fully, so upping the water even more, I'll try ss on days I feel I can and I'll stop craving food!
 
Oh god I saw your post on FB! When do you get paid?? Don't cave in, you'll only feel worse. You may be poor but you can be slim whilst doing it!!!!
 
At the end of the month! So 3.5 weeks, I haven't even paid my phone bill yet, don't even know where my money has gone. I have money from freelance but im keeping it to avoid being in this problem come Leeds fest. I need more weddings and freelance!

I honestly don't think I can, I actually want to cave and want to eat :/ wtf.
 
Oh dear :( its awful having no money! Please please please don't eat, I know you will feel awful afterwards! Think of Leeds fest and Ibiza!
 
I don't know if I will, I feel so angry and I want nothing that I'm allowed to have, I'm just in one of those moods :(
 
Have you had anything to eat? Wish I could practice what I preach, I had a nap and woke up and OH had made chicken, peppers and mushrooms in fajita spice with wraps and salsa! He made it to make me feel better and I felt so guilty so I just had them!! I actually feel better now I've had something proper to eat.
 
I did have some food but after got really bad stomach pains and ended up throwing it all back up anyway. Was good yesterday but had a drink and ended up ill last night and today so I've had to eat today to try give me some energy and make myself feel better. Not proud but I'll be right back 100% on it tomorrow giving that I feel better. How've you done this weekend?
 
Oh dear how are you feeling now? I have been absolutely crap all weekend and just stuffed my face for no reason. Yesterday I had chicken breast in pitta bread, and hummus and a handful of chips!!! I don't even like chips very much! And today a burrito :( I don't even know why I did it, just think I get bored and fed up at the weekend. Feel so bloated now, definitely paying for it. Back on tomorrow I guess...
 
I still feel like crap but I'm going to get back on 100%. I missed my weigh in yesterday with being ill and don't think I can make any of the free appointments, I've still got enough shakes though as I'm always up and this week I've had days where I only had one or two shakes. Hopefully I'll be fine getting back on, I can still feel my determination, I think I just had a particularly weak few days.
 
Forgot to mention, I got into my Levi's cut offs, and they feel comfier than they did last year, so was well chuffed at that!
 
Gotten back on today, still not feeling well, no energy my bones hurt and my throat is sore. Feel like I'm getting better though. Only had one food pack today as slept most of the day, a frozen banana tetra sprinkled with a little bit of chocolate shake powder, was quite nice and helped my throat and craving for icecream. Had chicken breast roasted with green pepper and mushrooms, my boyfriend cooked it for me as I couldn't be bothered and it was so tasty. Could have had more water today but not had any bottled water and I'm not a great fan of tap!

So I'm back on 100% after a day of eating, hope I haven't done too much damage! Need to be thin for Leeds fest and Ibiza!!

Getting weighed next Tuesday as CDC is away over the weekend, so hoping I can get a good lump of fat off for then!
 
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