right, im dissapointed to say ive completly fell off the band wagon last week - hence the lack of posts as most days i ate something very naughty, but im refocused and ready for a week of success.
Last week I had a fainting spell and so feeling weak I reached for a 'boost chocolate bar' to literally give me a sugar boost, and from then on carbs have been on my mind all week with my cravings completly owning me....that one boost bar lead onto ..... a cadburys chocolate bar, 2 bananas, 1 orange and 3 biscuits spread out over the next 4 days. Then i went to a friends party and knocked down some 4 vodkas and a cheese roll.
I feel very dissapointed in myself, but i knew posting my mishap would re focus me. To try and make up for the deluge of mistakes, I went for a 5k run and 10k cycle which has limited my weight gain to only a pound.
So this week its, 1PP:1PV as i think that will be easier and hopefully drain out any carb fantasy's. Who knew that one lick of carbs would take me back to 'square one' with the lack of control? Anyone else find this habbit? Im also booked in for the doctor to gain some reassurance on my fainting spells.
But this week onwards and upwards
to keep me on track, i will post a daily diary and i will try my absoulute hardest to walk and walk the carbs off, but i am a bit hestitant to exercise as im slightly fearful about fainting again, so i may be living in the land of home dvd's or 'lesiurely walks', just to be on the safe side.
Thanks everyone for such fantastic support, i couldnt do it without everyones kind words and strong encouragement
Breakfast: 2 tbsp oat bran with yogurt and sweetener