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my friends were complaining about lt not being safe and i showed them ur photo of you in the black pants thats now too big for you and they keep talking about how MEGA HOT you are (yes they said mega!) i wont even repeat what they said about ur chest! needless to say they stopped complaining about lt x

Lol, why thank you x
 
makes a change from being infamous lol
 
right, lets try post this on the right thread this time ...

Ha ha !! My scales have finally moved (i was starting to think i was stuck at 12stone its been 5 days) granted it's only a tiny bit but drum roll please ....................this morning i am in the 11's. 11 stone 13.5 to be precise, so it really is only just, but i'm still taking this as a win !! I am in the 11's !!!!! Whooo hooo Lol
 
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You must be buzzing!!! And as i am THAT proud of you i will congratulate you here too!! Lol....

Well done sweetie!! Super proud of you!! WOW!!!

XXX
 
Woohooo :D Well Done Lilac...your story has kept me focused on this journey along with Dee :) It makes me feel like I can actually do this and look gorge at the end. After seeing Dee's recent piccies and yours I can see myself in that beautiful dress :) so Thank you ladies x x x
 
Woohooo :D Well Done Lilac...your story has kept me focused on this journey along with Dee :) It makes me feel like I can actually do this and look gorge at the end. After seeing Dee's recent piccies and yours I can see myself in that beautiful dress :) so Thank you ladies x x x

i'm so pleased that we have helped, it really is possible and you really will look absolutely beautiful in your dream dress, i'm so looking forward to those pics, i'm excited for you so goodness knows how excited you must be x
 
as always dee thank you for all our encouragement and support you are a leg end x
 
Lilac...until I actually went to try the dresses on on Friday I was excited but it didn't seem real if that makes sense. Now that I've tried the dress on and have several that will look good I am now BUZZING ~lol~ and it has really spurred me on to keep going. When I get cravings I go looking at the dress and wedding stuff it seems to have focused my mind a lot more.

Its seeing how far both yourself and Dee have come that has given me the courage to keep going and that it is possible :) x x x
 
when is the big day ?? have just noticed that we started at the same weight how tall are you if you don't mind me asking ??
 
Woohooo :D Well Done Lilac...your story has kept me focused on this journey along with Dee :) It makes me feel like I can actually do this and look gorge at the end. After seeing Dee's recent piccies and yours I can see myself in that beautiful dress :) so Thank you ladies x x x
Awww hun you can do this.... you have the ultimate motivation... I'm so pleased we have helped but credit where its due!!! YOU are doing this.... You have an aim and keep it in mind!!!

Your doing so well.... and the weight is dropping off..... soon it will be 'stones that you've lost' Keep at it!!! WE can do this and we're here to support each other!!! X
 
Likewise my wonderfull skinny friend!!!
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How did you find getting back on chick??? x

To be honest bloody horrible this time, i think its coz i'm quite close to goal now so its been really hard carrying on the momentum without thinking "its just today, i'll be good tomorrow / i could eat and be good and still get there etc etc ". I know that sounds strange as you would have thought that it would be easier when the light at the end of the tunnel is so close.... when i had a lot to go it seemed much more that cheating would be ruining everything.

It is difficult for me to articulate it properly, half on me wants to get there asap and the other half keeps trying to sabotage that by saying "go on it won't hurt".

I'm doing it though and i will get there just need to keep fighting the little devil that seems permanently on my shoulder whispering in my ear.

Sorry if that is disappointing to hear but i'm sure everyone is different, it may well just be me that is finding this bit the hardest.
 
Nooo chick... i get it completely.... Thats why i've decided to stay on over Xmas.... GOing to have my Xmas dinner though!!! I'm not THAT strong lol....

But if i stick to the plan i should be within a couple of stone of goal.... and i don't think i'd get back on that time....

Would def be thinking 'i'll do the rest healthy eating' and i know i won't lol...

You'll be at that goal in no time sweetie.... Hang on in there.... you have done amazing!!! You must be so chuffed!!!

Your an amazing lady!!!

XXX
 
Lilac...the wedding is 29th August 2012 :D soooo looking forward to it :D

That is my key focus atm but I think it will be normal going afterwards as I am totally changing the way I think about food and what food I think actually think about funnily enough. Had the silly craving for grapes of all things the other day ~lol~ x x x
 
Lilac...the wedding is 29th August 2012 :D soooo looking forward to it :D

That is my key focus atm but I think it will be normal going afterwards as I am totally changing the way I think about food and what food I think actually think about funnily enough. Had the silly craving for grapes of all things the other day ~lol~ x x x

oooo you will be tiny by then, everybody at my work thought that because i had lost weight and was going to vegas that my OH and I where going to get hitched lol..

it was grapes for me last week too, this week carrots and humous, most of the time fruit !! i was a little fruit bat before this diet, also a little chinese take away bat and a bread bat lol.
 
I think it is REALLY difficult when you get so close to your weight loss goal [speaking from PAST experience you understand!] I’ve made it to within 10lb and then 5 but never quite got there!

I totally associate with the internal battle you have with yourself, but also I think everyone telling you how great you look [although really true and lovely!] also plays havoc with the old mind!!!

So WHEN I get back to it, just tell me I look horrid till the day of my goal !!! hee hee !!
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I think it is REALLY difficult when you get so close to your weight loss goal [speaking from PAST experience you understand!] I’ve made it to within 10lb and then 5 but never quite got there!

I totally associate with the internal battle you have with yourself, but also I think everyone telling you how great you look [although really true and lovely!] also plays havoc with the old mind!!!

So WHEN I get back to it, just tell me I look horrid till the day of my goal !!! hee hee !!
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It is this sort of post Miss Bear that is the reason why you are so missed when you are not here, how's it going lovely ??
 
Well thank you kindly !


Not a lot, lots of rest etc. Off the high dose steroids now so hopeful I’ll be able to get back to it all now.

Managed yesterday at 100% tfr so hoping to repeat today – don’t want to speak too soon or tempt fate but here goes.

So do you have a busy time over the next few weeks or are you able to wind down a little more now? You know, plan another shopping trip or decide on your holiday for next year !! Well, a girl needs some incentive doesn’t she !!


Keep smiling
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oooo you will be tiny by then, everybody at my work thought that because i had lost weight and was going to vegas that my OH and I where going to get hitched lol..

it was grapes for me last week too, this week carrots and humous, most of the time fruit !! i was a little fruit bat before this diet, also a little chinese take away bat and a bread bat lol.

~lol~ I'm an EX carb queen :queen:but that's what's got me into this state so once I'm back eating again I am going to limit and try and avoid carbs such as bread, pasta and potatoes as they are my downfall!

In my dreams I'd love to be a size 12 on my wedding day :) ...if I get to a 14 I'd be chuffed to bits :D lets face it....but I think I need to strive for the 12's and see where this journey takes me :) x x x
 
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