Day 64
I've had another terrible week and I have gained 3lbs. This means the last three weeks have been a waste of time!!
I am so angry at myself for letting this get the better of me!
I fell off the wagon in my 5th week and I've not really got back on, I have been sticking to TS for a couple of days then having a 'treat' here and there!!
This is ridiculous, I hate carrying this extra weight, I can't bare to look at myself in the mirror and it really does stop me living life as I should!!
So why do I keep cheating? ... In the last 5 weeks I have lost 4lbs, that is madness!
Anyway now that I have stopped ranting, all is not lost! I am treating today like me exante day number 1!
It's time to start over!!
I have 7 weeks until I go on holiday and I AM going to lose 1st 7lb by then!!
Here goes again, taking one day at a time...
Wish me luck!
Sorry for ranting, i just find it helps to write how i'm making myself feel!
Emma xx