so...i write this feeling absolutely ill after eating way too much sh1t at a party i was at.
it's the 1st time since i've been on my sw journey that i have gone to a night out...and caved at the buffet. there was no need for it and i feel so ill it's unbelievable.
today started off great, i was meeting up with a friend and worried that she might try and give me lunch so i even took left overs from yest and ate them in my car just so i wouldn't be hungry!! go me...halo polishing required!
i was rushing trying to get ready and quickly had a bite to eat but by the time we got to the doo...we were all starving...FAIL!!!
i'm disgusted with myself...not cos i had some off plan food...but for the amount that i felt the need to eat that it's made me ill...i'm so thirsty but can't face the thought of consuming anything else lol.
think i'm shocked at how yucky the food's made me feel....glad in a sense but god if i could only be sick i know i'd physically feel better
anyway...food looking like this:
DAY - DISASTER! lol :sign0137:
Breakfast:
rice pudding with berries, chopped banana and yog
Lunch:
left over quorn tagliatelle from last night
Snack:
fruit salad with alpen light thru it
Dinner:
Baked potato with HEa cheese
all good so far eh.....yeah....til i proceeded to have a bit of everything on the table at the party, you name it it was there and yep, i had a bite! also made friends with the ferrero rocher tree that was there....some pal they turned out to be hehe
done now and not hopeful about my usual 4 weekly gain sorting itself out this week...kinda wish if i was gonna blow my syns that it was on something i really enjoyed rather than eating the crap i did cos i was too hungry and not able to say no!
if i had thought about it, i should've just had a packet of crisps from behind the bar and syn'd them.
eurgh! :9529: