Well... yesterday was my first day of being good at being bad to try and stop this weight loss.
My leader has upped my points to 33 points and I've decided to eat every single last one of those, my weeklies and my activity points and see what the result it.
I don't want to gain, but I don't want to lose either as I've only got 2lbs left of my lower 5lb limit =/
Yesterday up until I started work at 4, I'd eaten 26 of my 33 points.
I'd planned on popping into morrisons on my way home from and grabbing a ww chilled meal for 9 points from there.
But when I'd got home from lunch at grandma's, my sister had made a huge cottage pie - and I do really like her cottage pie, so was going to have a portion of that.
Hadn't worked out the points for it, but I was going to figure something out (this is why I hate cooking - especially on ww - I found it hard to point things people have made from scratch and I don't know the amounts of ingredient etc).
On my actual way home, the boy text me to see if I fancied going to his - so I turned round and went there.
I was starving by that point, so grabbed my last yoghurt out of his fridge (27/33) and then we went to tesco so he could get some milk and bits and pieces and I was gonna nosey see if they had anything in there.
They didn't - but right next door is a chippy.
I was tempted, but didn't have any cash on me and wouldn't let him spend his money on me, so we went back to his.
Then he asked if I fancied some of his home made chips.
Well, that was that - of course I did.
I looked them up on the app and 100g of home made, thick cut, fried chips is 5pp.
I think 100g was about right for the amount I had (there weren't many and he had a few for himself).
I also had a tiny squirt of BBQ sauce (counting as 0pp as I can roughly judge the amount of condiment for 0pp these days) and a slice of bread (no butter) for 2pp
(Total 34/33)
I was all good for food then - nice and full - but whilst laying on his bed whilst he was in the shower, I fancied something sweet.
And I have snacks in his room (to keep them away from his flatmate) so had a 2pp toffee weetabix oaty bar.
I didn't really enjoy it, but it satisfied the sweet craving.
So yesterday's plan of being really naughty and eating loads ended up being 33 dailes and just 3 weeklies.
I also earned 7AP down the gym yesterday.
So, if I earn around 40 AP like last week, I'll have 320 points to eat this week.
36 down, 356 to go.
Now onto today -
Weetabix for breakfast as usual (3/33)
Work
Then in morrisons I picked up a stir fry bag and a lettuce bag for 25p each.
I've got WW Wraps in the house reduced from morrisons a couple of weeks ago and they're still fine, so I had 2 of those (5pp) with 21g LTL mayo (0pp), lettuce, stir fry and a reggae reggae char grilled chicken steak (4pp)
So so far today 9/33, 45/320.
At work today I was date checking, and we sell boxes of broken biscuits for £2.89 a box.
I found a box with tomorrow's date on it, so I reduced it to £1 and bought it myself.
I just fancied some biscuits dammit! Hehe.
They're usually pot luck and although this isn't a chocolate based box (they're a different kind), they do have chocolate biscuits in them.
But I was lucky, and got a lot of non chocolate biscuits in them, included jammie dodgers and fox's jam & cream sandwiches.
Yummmmmyyyyy.
So out of it so far I've had a jammie dodger (2pp), fox's jam & cream sandwich (I'd imagine 2pp also) and 2 little cream sandwich biscuits (counting as 1pp each/2 for 3pp) so that's 7pp eaten in biscuits.
But I'm debating whether to just ignore them altogether.
I think I'll be ok, as long as I don't just sit and devour the entire box.
Which I could quite easily do.
I'm not planning on being really strict this week, but I don't want to go crazy.
I just wanna see how it goes.
I can't keep losing.
I'm trying so hard, but it's not happening.
And if I could eat all that stuff my birthday weekend and only put on half a pound, then a few biscuits shouldn't hurt.
I think pointing them out on here makes me accountable for them, and I'll know what points I've had, but I think I'll leave them out of my official tracker.
I'm not sure yet.
Hope everyone's well =)