I started again on Monday, but had quite a shock on Thursday, I went to what should have been a 6 week post baby checkup (2 weeks late) and the dr told me he wanted me to have a gastric band fitted, I was really shocked. I know someone who has been asking to have one fitted and keeps getting refused so to offer me one without me even asking has made me realise just how big I am. I've not decided what I am going to do yet, it seems really extreme and I know I can lose the weight without surgery but on the other hand the surgery would make it a hell of a lot easier and stop me being able to have these slip ups. For now I am back on Slim Fast because I know it works, though I'm not keeping a food diary at the moment 'cause I just don't have the time.