feeling low

[moocow27]

hey well i was at works xmas party last nite,abit early i no bt it was the only date they cud get,n i had a gd nite until i just seen sum pics of me on facebook,im at the end n i look massive especially my arms they look like tree trunks so im feeling abit down n hungover n no for a fact im guna eat crap today as i always do i hate feeling fat n ugly just wana lose this weight bt then i c pics like that n it makes me upset which makes me wana eat crap y does that happen! i no weve probs all felt like this bt today i just hate meself for getting this big

 

[Kayee]

hun dont get yourself down . u just gotta think this is the last time im gonna be this big. try and think positive. i was the same when i saw a pic of myself this big and i thought oh my god. and your not fat and ugly . and you dont look that big hun by the pic of your avatar . just think in a month or so your gonna start seeing some diffrence in yourself and that will make you feel a lot more positive. its always hard at the start . xx

 

[Lexie2005]

Maybe too late to stop you but don't eat crap you'll just regret it tomorrow hon. As kayee says this is the biggest you're gonna be! Try & think of the good things. I've had 2 people in the past 48 hours tell me how pretty I am but isn't it good that I'm finally losing my weight - erm is that meant to be a compliment??!!

 

[Kayee]

are you ok now moocow? xx

 

[moocow27]

Hey tnx for comments was having a bad day yesterday n I did have a naughty day having sausage sandwich then a Chinese for tea this is y I don't drink lol bt been to nurse today for first weigh in was honest with her expected to have put on bt I've lost just over 2ibs ! And I'm on period too do quite happy with that,I'm bk on track today n feeling gd hopefully lose afew more ibs before Xmas x

 

[78storm]

Well done on your loss a great start to Xen.

 

[Lexie2005]

well done honey, glad you are feeling better x

 

[Kayee]

well done moocow thats brillant girl. it was just what u needed xx