MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
i'll be pretty happy in Dubai I won't lie!! Haha.
Ohh the drama of my life. I'd love to know what people reading my diary from start to finish think of me. I literally tell everyone everything haha xx
First ever VLCD
- Thread starter MissAmyMarie
- Start date
i'll be pretty happy in Dubai I won't lie!! Haha.
Ohh the drama of my life. I'd love to know what people reading my diary from start to finish think of me. I literally tell everyone everything haha xx
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Lou_G
Gold Member
woah! been awol for a few days and look what I've come back to!! 
I think you just picked the absolute worst time to contact him he was obviously going through something not that you were supposed to know that!! What a shame though. and good for you for sticking up for yourself and not letting him treat you like a mug!!
Also....anyone that says 'could of' etc doesn't deserve a second chance
Can't believe you've done a whole month!! WOO!!
I've been really ill and off plan but have maintained my loss as I had no appetite and horrific sore throat YAY!!
I think you just picked the absolute worst time to contact him he was obviously going through something not that you were supposed to know that!! What a shame though. and good for you for sticking up for yourself and not letting him treat you like a mug!!Also....anyone that says 'could of' etc doesn't deserve a second chance
Can't believe you've done a whole month!! WOO!!
I've been really ill and off plan but have maintained my loss as I had no appetite and horrific sore throat YAY!!
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
woah! been awol for a few days and look what I've come back to!!
Also....anyone that says 'could of' etc doesn't deserve a second chance
Can't believe you've done a whole month!! WOO!!
I've been really ill and off plan but have maintained my loss as I had no appetite and horrific sore throat YAY!!
Hmm I know. He's back to wanting to see me again when the lease if up on his appartment. His girlfriend, who he's been with for seven month and has lived with for half of that (is he mental) is also only 21 and doesn't have brilliant English. I couldn't help but laugh when I read it but just thought, your bed, lie in it. Apparently she hasn't come home since Friday and they haven't spoken properly for a week. Yet he's planning on staying there for the next 3 months? I don't know.
Can honestly say I've never had anyone YAY to a sore throat before ha but well done on maintaining!! Woooohhooooo!!!
xx
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Day 32!!
The days are literally flying by! Probably all the drama in between making them go faster!
2 weeks tomorrow I'll have done 5 weeks of 100%. I'm off to London this weekend and will be drinking, although it will just be vodka (lord help me) and coke zero but food wise I'm staying on plan.
As I've said before, apparently 5 weeks is when you lose motivation according to Fat Families and with all the temptation that will be there when I'm away I'm wondering do I weigh?
What do you lovelies think?
xx
The days are literally flying by! Probably all the drama in between making them go faster!
2 weeks tomorrow I'll have done 5 weeks of 100%. I'm off to London this weekend and will be drinking, although it will just be vodka (lord help me) and coke zero but food wise I'm staying on plan.
As I've said before, apparently 5 weeks is when you lose motivation according to Fat Families and with all the temptation that will be there when I'm away I'm wondering do I weigh?
What do you lovelies think?
xx
emmaedes
Gold Member
hey hun
day 32! wow!!! gone super fast!!!
as for the guy..............d*ck!!!! dont get involved! you have done the right thing!!! its like they think we are idiots and that you wouldnt work it out!!!! seriously lol!!! plebs!
as for weighing in...........only you should decided - i think it will be a lovely surprise for you and spur you on BUT if you have a figure in mind then DONT! i would only weigh in if i didnt have a figure of what i think i was or wanted to be.....because im 99% sure you will surpass that but if there's a chance you wont then could dishearten you......although im not sure if anything could get you off this roll your on lol!!!! up to you hun!!! either way its brilliant if you do brilliant if you dont!!! are you going to be rocking your celeb boutique dress in london?! xxxx
day 32! wow!!! gone super fast!!!
as for the guy..............d*ck!!!! dont get involved! you have done the right thing!!! its like they think we are idiots and that you wouldnt work it out!!!! seriously lol!!! plebs!
as for weighing in...........only you should decided - i think it will be a lovely surprise for you and spur you on BUT if you have a figure in mind then DONT! i would only weigh in if i didnt have a figure of what i think i was or wanted to be.....because im 99% sure you will surpass that but if there's a chance you wont then could dishearten you......although im not sure if anything could get you off this roll your on lol!!!! up to you hun!!! either way its brilliant if you do brilliant if you dont!!! are you going to be rocking your celeb boutique dress in london?! xxxx
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Haha I was saying this is Mashworths diary. I think this online thing is harder than real life. But then I'm never successful in real life because when people start getting too close I bat them away and ignore them til they get the hint. I think my ex has successfully given me the mind set of a man when it comes to dates and relationships haha. Then all this happens and I go mental over so e guy I've never even met. What's going on?! Haha.
Im thinking 12st2 which would be 18lbs but my auntie is certain it's more 11st10 which would be 24lbs!! Wahh!! Imagine getting on the scales and seeing 24lbs off since last weigh in?!!! I'm still uncertain. I'm nervous!! I might let my roomie see the number and tell me, that way she can lie if she needs to hahaha.
By way of the celeb boutique dress I'm still not sure. I've not tried it on since last time. I think if I do wear it it will be over spankx because my belly is still jiggly and looks like I've had a kid haha. My arms, legs, face and even waist has shrunk dramatically (not long til the thing gap now!!!!!) but my jelly belly doesn't seem to be budging!!
How are you getting on? I've seen you're back to being super motivated!! Sounds like you're doing brilliant. When are you gonna weigh in?
xx
emmaedes
Gold Member
haha DW!!! i've been the same!!! and was seeing a guy......really fell for him then he dropped the bombshell.....i've got a gf....i live with her and shes pregnant! whhhhhaaaattt!!! and i was only 18!!! horrible first guy i really fell for! so because i was a stupid 18 year old i carried on seeing him pretending like i didnt care.....then just couldnt handle it! next txt him again.....went into the "im turning into a lesbo because all guys a pr*cks mode" and then three months later i met my bf now!!! i added him on fb thinking he was someone i went to college with.....he wasnt! lol! and we spoke from 10am until 10pm....the convo start hello do i know you?! and ended with cant wait to speak again!!! this was March 29th 2010 ..... April 13th 2010 we were officially a couple.....Aug'12 we became home owners....Sep'12 we became puppy owners!!! (sad i know i remember all the dates lol) we are like two peas in a pod!! so i go with the mantra of when you stop looking for love thats when love looks for you!!!!
oooo soo exciting!!!! be blooming brilliant to even see a stone gone wouldnt it!!!! amazing!!! i kind hope you do weigh in now because i want to know haha!!! i think we all have that problem area that doesnt shift!!! mine my belly too!!! grr!!! cant wait to see your celeb boutique dress!!!!
im good thank you!! feeling really positive and not deprived and just loving eating healthy!!!! gotta get my bum to the gym this week!!! i weigh in on a Tues still so WI tomorrow have dropped 3lb of my gain so far, so hopefully come next week WI my body would have settled into eating this way and gyming and should see changed more and more! im kind of getting obsessed with the fit side of things atm not the skinny side!! i.e if i see a skinny girl i think shes got a nice figure blah blah but if i see a slim girl that is mega toned im like ahhhhh jealous!!! so only one answer.....get to the gym!!! lol
xxxxx
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Aww sounds like something out of a movie. Fate and all that haha. Bless you!!
It would be good to see a stone but I won't lie I would be disappointed if it wasn't more which is why I'm not sure on weighing!! If I do weigh it will be on Friday morning and I'll definitely update on here as soon as I do, if I do. I'm excited but nervous about the dress! It's been over a month since I tried it, I think when I try it on again I'll make sure I put the spankx on first so this belly is less prominent then decide from there if I'm gonna wear it out or wait another month.
Glad you've finally a found a way of eating that works for you! 3lbs down already is such good going!! Amazing what just cutting out the crap does for you isn't it! I'd loooove to be toned and was supposed to be starting pole for last week but chickened out. Urgh. What's my problem with exercise?!! Haha.
xx
emmaedes
Gold Member
Lol yer def! Bless us haha
Yer think it will be more than a stone!! Yes u have to update us!! Will be an amazing loss!! Guarantee it!!
Hahaha I would love to start pole fitness!!! But I'm like u! Too much of a chicken as well!!! Maybe when I'm eventually skinny lol!! Then I won't care!! Ill join xxxx
Sent from my iPhone using MiniMins
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Days gone well so far. Not been in work because I passed out this morning. My blood pressure is really low so keep going dizzy but this morning I went. Had mac and cheese with cucumber, chilli pack made into (burnt) crisps and a choc shake made into some brownie type thing. Definitely didn't taste much like a brownie or even chocolate to be honest but I've left my shaker at work. One more pack to go but right now I'm not feeling like it just yet.
Anything good on TV tonight? I'm staying in and turning my phone off. I'm not having another night like last night haha.
xx
Anything good on TV tonight? I'm staying in and turning my phone off. I'm not having another night like last night haha.
xx
Lou_G
Gold Member
oh no sorry to hear you've been ill today I have low blood pressure too and if I get up too fast I have to kind of hold on to something!!
I've got to say I'm gagging to hear how much you've lost when you do weigh in!! I reckon you should try the dress on, because you might find it'll actually be too big with what you've been saying about your work clothes hanging off you etc.
lol - phone OFF - wise move
I have low blood pressure too and if I get up too fast I have to kind of hold on to something!!I've got to say I'm gagging to hear how much you've lost when you do weigh in!! I reckon you should try the dress on, because you might find it'll actually be too big with what you've been saying about your work clothes hanging off you etc.
lol - phone OFF - wise move
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
oh no sorry to hear you've been ill today
I've got to say I'm gagging to hear how much you've lost when you do weigh in!! I reckon you should try the dress on, because you might find it'll actually be too big with what you've been saying about your work clothes hanging off you etc.
lol - phone OFF - wise move
Its celeb boutique so it's suuuuuper tight. No chance of it being too big. Ever haha. I do wanna know how much I've lost but I'm scared at the same time. Ooh I'll decide on the day!! Only 4 more days to go so we'll see.
Phone is definitely off. Can't deal with boys right now. It's staying off until Friday morning because I have a phone interview for this sales job. Not sure what to do because I hate he job I'm in right now but want to apply for Emirates once I'm at goal and don't want it looking bad jumping from job to job on my cv. Hmmmm.
xx
Mashworth87
Full Member
I don't think it will look bad on your cv at all, they usually ask why you left your previous job anyways, just say that it was only ever going to be temporary and that you prefer working with people face to face (they'll love that)
Can't wait til I can wear a skin tight dress, at the moment I'd look like a hippo in smartie tube
X
Can't wait til I can wear a skin tight dress, at the moment I'd look like a hippo in smartie tube
X
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
But they will only ask those questions if I get through to interview stage! They look at your cv first don't they. Urgh.
I look like a emu at the minute. Skinny arms and legs and one MASSIVE body haha xx
Mashworth87
Full Member
No you don't I've seen your pics!! Haha what are we like never gonna be totally happy with ourselves, just think of how thrilled at your biggest you would of felt to be how you are now!
You've done so amazing and you'll be wearing all the slinky dresses your heart desires (or purse allows) haha.
In that case just put office temp on your cv, they won't know the difference x
WillpowerWoman
Gold Member
Hi Hun
Sounds like your doing amazing diet wize well done
I agree switch phone off, go quiet on him, let him come to u and do all the running.
Why don't u apply for emerites now? X
Sounds like your doing amazing diet wize well done
I agree switch phone off, go quiet on him, let him come to u and do all the running.
Why don't u apply for emerites now? X
MissAmyMarie
Silver Member
Hmm I think it was just a fantasy land thing thinking what might have been because he's all of a sudden some god bodied guy and I'm suddenly normal weight, fast on my way to slimdom. Even if his relationship does break down, if he wins this competition he'll be going off to America etc and I would still want to go away with Emirates! He's 30 and ready to settle, I'm not. Wouldn't work even if he was single so staying friends is the most it would ever amount too. I still won't meet him while he has a girlfriend, even if it was just for a coffee because personally, I wouldn't want it done to me.
By way of Emirates I don't want to apply just yet because you have to send full legnth photos of yourself and the space from applying to getting an interview is pretty quick. I want to make sure I'm looking and feeling my best which is why I'm waiting until I'm at goal. You girls even said it shouldn't be that long now anyway!
Only had 1 shake today! Forgot my packs in work, luckily had one left in my bag. Roll on 5pm so I can get the mac and cheese in my belly!! Staaaarving!!!
xx
By way of Emirates I don't want to apply just yet because you have to send full legnth photos of yourself and the space from applying to getting an interview is pretty quick. I want to make sure I'm looking and feeling my best which is why I'm waiting until I'm at goal. You girls even said it shouldn't be that long now anyway!
Only had 1 shake today! Forgot my packs in work, luckily had one left in my bag. Roll on 5pm so I can get the mac and cheese in my belly!! Staaaarving!!!
xx
