Llamasoks
Gold Member
Yes it was how she wanted to go so that is kind of a comfort x I am trying but I've always been same and pit everyone else first so its become second nature x having u on here is helping too as u can't speak to hubby about it as he's in same boat and its last thing he wants at min me going on xx
Do you have any relatives you can count on? Ones that maybe weren't that close to her you could ask for some help? Always difficult when you have children to know what's best for them to deal with things like this. How old is your youngest? if he's too young to understand could he maybe stay with another relative so you could at least have one less poppet to take care of?.
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